Promised to Fight

Chapter 5

Something

Lexa's PoV :

I wake to the sound of the door being knocked, I look to see Clarke still asleep, so I climb out of bed and head to the door I open it to see Indra and Octavia stood there they both have a worried expression on their faces.

"Heda, you have been requested for a meeting this morning, it's important" I can see how serious this matter is just by looking at her, I take once last glance over at Clarke.

"I will change then I will be there"

I change into my armour although its not required it make me feel superior, strong. Octavia enter my room once Indra has left, she head towards the bed we're Clarke lays fast asleep.

"Lexa, it been nearly three week, she should start to get up and move around now!" she says watching the sleeping girl, I can tell by the way she looks at her she love her not in the way I do but she loves her non the less.

"I know, I shall wake her she'll join us on the throne room, I'll be there soon Octavia kon Skaikru" I say formally and she leave.

My eyes lock onto Clarke sleeping body, I walk toward her and smild at how peaceful she seems. I gently place a kiss on her forehead causing her to stir.

"hodnes (Love)" I say softly as he eyes open, she groans and roll over wrapping her self in the fur.

"come on Clarke we have a meeting to attend, you need to get up" I says pulling the fur away, Clarke give a loud groan in response and turn to face me once again.

"fine, let me get dressed" she say sluggishly pulling her self out of bed. Though she can not fight for some time she can finally walk again, not far and not for long as it causes a lot of pain for her.

Once she's dressed, she walk slowly towards me and I take her arm offer to take some of her waight, she take the offer and I sort her all the way down the the throne room as Clarke likes to call it.

I watch Clarke closely the intire meeting, she sat with some of the other ambassador, however I feel sorry I brought her as the while time they've said nothing but harsh words against the Skaikru, I can tell she want to speak up but I give her a look as if to say don't do it and she seem to get the message.

After the meeting me and Clarke head back to our room the meet to longer then originally thought and I can tell being on her feet for so long has taken its toll on her. I basically took all of Clarke waight on the way back to our room, just trying to be supportive but I can tell by the uncomfortable silence something is bothering her.

I help Clarke change into some nightwear before we take a seat on the chouchs, normally Clarke would sit right next to me or on my lap so that we were touching however she sat on the complete other couch not even making eye contact with me.

"Clarke?" no response as though she couldn't hear me however I spoke loud enough to be heard, I repeat her name a couple of time be for she looks up at me.

"sorry Lexa I was in my own world" she says with a small smile, however I'm confused as to how she was in another world, my face my give away my confusion because Clarke start to explain.

"I wasn't in another world Lexa, I was lost in though I zoned out and was completely focused on what I was thinking about" she explains before looking away once again and then licking up her sketch book and some coal to draw with.

"you've been quite hodnes (Love) is everything alright" I ask genius conserved for my amazing girlfriend, she give me a weak smile and I see she lip start to tremble as her eyes start to watch, I quickly rush to her side and hold her in my arms.

"I can't keep doing this Lexa, it's been nearly a month since I was shot and all I can do is walk, I can't train, I can even run" he words slightly muffled by her cry still I understand everything she says, I just with there was something I could do to help her. She buries her head in the crock of my neck and continues to cry.

"I know love I wish there was something I could do to help I really do" I say kissing the top of her head in a loving manner