you're the one.|| vinnie hacker

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7.13 in the morning. monday. another week has began. a wonderful week i'd say: today there's the test and i really hope i'll get a good grade.

why do you worry so much about a test? you would ask: well the professor is not the kindest and most caring person in the world and if you're not too good for her you may not pass the year.

after spending some more minutes in the bed i decided to wake up and get ready: i went straight to the bathroom and after refreshing my face, i dressed up just to be more decent and then i went to the kitchen to have breakfast.

or at least i tried: when i'm worried or anxious about something i could say that eating is not the first thing i think about. after i ate something i grabbed my bag and waited for my brother to come: when he could he would always ride me to school, and when he wasn't able to there was riccardo, i might felt guilty but they received my love as return lol.

"ready?" ale asked grabbing the keys, i nodded and we both said hi to our mom and then we got in the car.

while we were going to school i didn't say a single word, i was too focused on the hell i was about to live that morning and i just couldn't wait for it to be over soon.

since i wanted to calm myself i started thinking about other things but the situation didn't get better: the first things that came up were jack and the email about going abroad.

"hey everything's fine?" ale brought me to reality, thank god. he must have noticed that i was thinking about other stuff. "uh yeah what did you say?" i asked.

"nothing, just that if you're thinking about getting with daniele again, just be sure about it because he's my friend and i don't wanna have any problem with you or him, got it?"

wow. that's all he can say? it seems like everyone is obsessed with him, not caring or reminding why we actually broke up.

"i'm sorry, but did you forget what he did? cause it seems like you care more about you and him than me." i said looking at him angrily, but of course he was staring at the road since he was driving.

i noticed that he wasn't about to replay me back so i kept saying: "should i remind you what happened? where should i start, oh yes: he was literally having a double relationship and he used me."

saying that out loud after a long time kinda hurt. i didn't realised what he actually did to me, until now. i can't believe i was dating a jerk and didn't realised what actually was going on.

after saying that both me and ale were silent, he didn't say anything at all, he didn't even looked at me. i'm wondering if he was aware of all that. anything can be possible when it comes to boys, you know.

finally after what seems like eternity we arrived to school, i got out of the car and started looking for chiara and riccardo, who usually we're waiting for me at our spot so that we could smoke a cigarette before the bell.

"hey what's that face? someone woke up to the wrong side of the bed?" riccardo asked trying to make fun of me as usual. i wanted to tell them what happened in the car earlier but i decided not to and to enjoy that little moment between us.

"how funny, nothing i was late as always and almost missed my ride with alessandro, you both know how rude he is when someone's late" i said giggling.

"yeah yeah that's why we never got along after all these years" chiara said ironically and throwing away the cigarette filter.

the bell rang and we all gave each other a death stare cause during the first two periods there was the test. after having a deep breath we got in and went to our class. me and chiara set next to each other as alway while riccardo was sitting next to some random guy, i never spoke to him in 4 years lol.

"good morning y'all, ready?" the professor came into the class and these were her first words, just to start off in the best way ever.

she took some papers out of her bag and started to distribute them to the people sitting in the front of the class, and obviously it wasn't us.

after couple minutes the professor was standing in front of us and gave us the papers, then she continued. me and chiara looked at each other, hoping that gesture would give us some hope and then we both started the test.