I am facing the consequences of everything. Especially of those mistakes I had committed. The consequences of my mistakes are now eating me up. Sebastian is asking me to sleep with him. I wanted to pull his shirt and yell at him. Though I didn't. I needed him. I tried bribing him with the ring. He said he wanted me instead. It sounded like he had been planning this for a long time now. I had wanted to just roll up in a corner and cry. I don't know why everything has to happen only to me.
Look at Stella. I know I shouldn't be comparing. Comparing only kills self motivation but just look at her. She is stunning. Her mother is 51 but looks nothing like 51. My mom is only 37 and she is already dying. Stella has everything, from money to the gorgeous Zane. Zane is everything I ever wanted from a boy. What annoys me is that the ever flirting Stella got him. I could have easily landed him. But I'm not a girl who flirts with boys. It would kill my reputation in school to openly flirt. Besides, I have Colin to deal with. He is getting fucking impatient, trying to lure me onto bed. It's already hard enough to act like I'm into him when anyone is looking and on top of it is his revolting friend. I'm annoyed by him. He is following me everywhere. Like literally everywhere. I want to slap him on his face. That would clear up his foggy head full of me.
I feel like there is no end to this torture. Dad wants me to give a hand at the shop. I think of skipping school altogether. I have no clue on what's going to happen next or what I should do next. There seems to be no help. God. My sweet, sweet god. I should wake up tomorrow and have everything sorted out. Please help me.
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Withering You
Mystery / ThrillerA broken love story. You were my everything Ava. The gorgeous woman I had ever set my eyes on. I don't have the ability to get over you or accept the fact that you are no more. Noah finds out Ava's death is not a suicide but a murder. In search of...
