I want mom to be cured. If fairies and magic exist, I want to wake up and have mom cured and be rich. I don't understand people who say money doesn't make a person happy. I would cry in happiness if I can get my hands on money. I'm in desperate need of money, if I had money I could have paid Sebastian easily. If I had money I could have treated mom with top of the range medicines. But I have nothing. I don't even have the brain to write a freaking summary.
What sucks most is that I don't even have a friend to talk to. Everyone looks only at my body. I feel like I'm worth nothing more than this skin. When I look in the mirror all I see is ugliness. I'm a whore, even if I haven't slept with anyone. I want to feel love. It's been long since the last time I've got an honest smile that is not intended to get under my pants. It's been long since I had someone touch me with love. I want to feel that excitement when a boy touches me, not disgusted. Everything about Colin disgusts me. I am crying as I write this. No one will know. No one wants to. No one wants to be my knight in shining armour. As cringe-y as it sounds. I want to be valued. I want someone to check on me. I want to feel love. I have had enough with this life. It's nothing but empty.
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Withering You
Mystery / ThrillerA broken love story. You were my everything Ava. The gorgeous woman I had ever set my eyes on. I don't have the ability to get over you or accept the fact that you are no more. Noah finds out Ava's death is not a suicide but a murder. In search of...
