Mias POV
Today had been hard
The whole group have classes all day today my mom left this morning
Everything just really hit me today
I could die anytime and I would not get to say goodbye
Or even meet my baby
I want to get out of this hospital
It's been 2 weeks since I've been stuck in here
I have nothing to do when everyone's at school
Feels as if I'm dying slowly
I want to live my life I could be sitting here waiting for my self to get Better but that's not what I want to do
I wish I could get out and live my life and not have to worry but I can't
I'm stuck
Later that day
Mattia walked in
" hey what's wrong why does it look like you've been crying?" He said laying next to me putting my head in his chest
"Nothing" I said Quietly
" come baby tell me?" He said putting his hand under my chin making me look at him
I don't say anything he plays with my hair
I look at Him in the eyes
Tears come down my face
Mattia wipes them of with his hands
" I don't want to be here" I said in almost a whisper
He pulls me closer rubbing my back
" I know put they are helping you get better" he whispered in my ear
" I'm scared"
He kisses my head
" I know it's going to be ok" he said
" what If it isn't?" I asked
He paused
" I promise at one time it will get better I'm never going to leave you and the baby"
" it will get better when I die"I said
" don't say that I would drown in my own head without you" he said
" what if I die?" I asked
" you are not going to die so stop saying that"he said
I look up and see tears falling down his face
I wiped them off with my thumb
" your so cute" he said making me smile like an idiot
" that's the smile I love to see" he said
YOU ARE READING
Not your fault ~mattia polibio
FanfictionCOMPLETED ✔️ Mia is just your average girl that wants to live her life going to her dream college But one day she got really sick and found out this sickness could kill her and her baby She fell in love and could not leave him but she couldn't mak...
