Be Mine | EDIT | Justin Bieber

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chapter 16; complicated
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Julie

Arriving at school the next morning, I parked my car in a free parking lot and walked to the schoolyard and on my way there I greeted some girls from my cheerleading team and the boys from the basketball team. When I saw Ashley, Leah, Sarah and Stella I walked over to them and sat down with them and we talked a bit before the first lesson started.

Suddenly I saw Chelsea walking by and when she noticed that I was looking at her she smiled at me smugly and I would have loved to wipe that smile out of her face. She was being provocative and annoying once again, knowing that I couldn't do anything right here.

I truly hated her.

She was the reason everything between me and Justin was the way it was now. If it wasn't for her my life would be a little less problematic at the moment. I rolled my eyes and looked in the other direction so that I didn't have to see her.

Speaking of Justin, I had seen him earlier when he was walking from the parking lot to the schoolyard before I did and now he was basically across from me, sitting with his boys. Somehow it was nice seeing him even though he was so distant. He saw me looking at him and we both kept staring at each other for a while. He then walked past us and smiled at me and I didn't return that smile, not because I didn't want to, I didn't react because I was, I don't even know how to even describe it, kind of paralyzed by his look.

The things he did to me without even knowing.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second and I realized that I was actually really missing him and that's why it was so important I spoke to him today and ended this situation between us.

When I opened them again another boy caught my eyes. Luke was walking over to me and he sat down next to me when he reached our table. I spoke to him a few minutes before he stood up again and walked over to his friends. I watched him as he walked away and he turned around once again and winked at me to which I rolled my eyes playfully and giggled quietly to myself before I turned to my girls again.

Leah, of course, didn't miss the opportunity to give a comment about him and I was told once again to stay away from him. I was a bit irritated by it because I had understood by now since they had already told me about a million times. I didn't say anything to it though and just let it go.

The school bell rang and everyone was walking into the school building. I had math the first two periods with Stella, so we walked to our class together.

"Are you going to talk to Justin today?" Stella asked me once we entered the class and headed to our usual seats.

I sat down, "I know I have to but I don't even know how to start the conversation."

I had taken the time to think about everything I wanted to say to Justin once I got the chance to but I felt like I was going to forget about it anyways when I stood in front of him and I was also so nervous to make the first step because I didn't know how.

I didn't want to make a fool of myself but I felt like I would because I was so anxious and most likely I would make the situation even worse because I wouldn't be able to form any words.

Lord help me.

"Well you should just go to him and be like 'Hey Justin, can we talk for a second?' or something like that, I don't know," Stella suggested.