Be Mine | EDIT | Justin Bieber

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chapter 23; happiness
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Justin

I was woken up the next morning by the sun shining into the room and I slowly opened my eyes and adjusted to the light. I was confused for two seconds because I didn't remember falling asleep but I must have been very exhausted.

I wanted to move so that I could stretch my body but I was not able to because I was being held back. I didn't even realize that my girlfriend was basically lying on my arm and that prevented me from moving.

Seeing Julie sleep so peacefully put a smile on my face. Her chest moved up and down in an even rhythm, her lips were parted slightly and her hair was covering part of her face. She looked like an angel and she was so beautiful even while she was fast asleep. I could stare at her for hours.

With my left hand, I stroked her cheek slowly, making sure not to wake her up just yet because she was probably really exhausted and tired.

I was such a lucky man to have such an amazing and beautiful girl in my life, I thought. A girl who accepted me for who I was and loved me for my flaws and imperfections. A girl who I could trust and tell everything without being judged. A girl who was always there for me and would go through bad and good days with me.

Julie showed me how to love again. I did believe in love but I didn't think that I would be in love like this again after my heart had been broken badly.

Jessica screwed me up so bad. After she cheated on me with the guy I disliked the most I did feel very worthless and like I didn't deserve good things because if I did, why would she have done something like that to me?

I was so wrecked after I broke up with her and I didn't know what to do with my life anymore. It was so hard for me to move on from that and from her. When she finally moved away things got easier but I had still made the decision to play girls because I thought I would never feel like I felt for Jessica again. To think that I could love that much again was not even an option.

But then Julie came around and proved me wrong. Something about her had just been so different from the moment I met her that made me want to get closer to her and get to know her for who she really was

She didn't throw herself at me like other girls did and I truly liked that. She had always been a little bit shy and held herself back, she didn't give herself away so fast.

Our friendship grew step by step, conversation by conversation, day by day and I was just so grateful that I had met someone so beautiful not only from the outside but also from the inside.

My love for her had started to grow and being honest I had been so scared, scared to be screwed over and hurt again. Scared to be played and cheated on. Scared to be heartbroken. But I had decided to give love a chance again and it was so worth it.

Since I had been with Julie I have been a lot happier for sure. Even the people around me had told me they noticed how much happier I got and it had a lot to do with Julie and the effect she had on me. She made me a better person.

As corny as it sounded, every time we kissed I felt those sparks and electricity rushing through my body. When she kissed me, I felt like I was on a cloud and nothing really mattered but me and her.

I could stare into her eyes forever. She had the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen in my life and I was not saying that because I was in love, it was simply a fact and they made me forget the world around me when I looked into them.

And that smile. She got that smile that only heaven can make. The smile I simply fell in love with and to know that I was sometimes the reason for it just made me happy. I hoped she would keep that beautiful smile forever and never lose it no matter what.