Be Mine | EDIT | Justin Bieber

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chapter 22; say you love me
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Julie

A day after the fight with Justin I still felt like crap. I didn't feel like doing a thing at all, I didn't feel like leaving my room, I didn't feel like eating, I didn't feel like talking. I stared at the ceiling the whole time, repeating the fight in my head over and over again.

I really fucked up badly and I shouldn't have let it come to the point where something like that could have happened. Luke had me wrapped around his finger once again but at some point, I couldn't blame him for mine and Justin's fights anymore. It was all me and I had to take responsibility for it. What's done was done and what I did was wrong but I had no idea what I should do about it right at this moment.

I was wondering how Justin was doing and how he was feeling about all of this. I knew that he was disappointed and mad and angry and he probably hated me for all this bullshit and he had every right to feel this way because I truly hurt his feelings. If roles were reversed, I would have probably reacted the exact same way as him.

I remembered the time I was mad at him for hooking up with Chelsea and back then we were not even together. I didn't speak to him for a week. He was probably never going to speak to me again.

Closing my eyes, I sighed and turned in my bed so that I was lying on my stomach. I was thinking about how I was going to fix all the mess. Should I text him? Should I call him? Should I drive to his house?

No, it would be totally annoying. Especially since I knew that I was the last person he wanted to see at the moment.

I was so clueless and helpless. I didn't know what to do.

Justin

I didn't know what to do. I laid in my bed and looked at the ceiling as I thought about everything going on. The image of Julie and Luke laughing together was stuck in my head and that thought just made me so mad. I tried to shake it off but it didn't seem to disappear and that upset me even more.

The one thing I was wondering was how Luke was able to pull all the girls and get their attention so easily and how he could have all of them wrapped around his finger by doing one little thing. Also, why was he around my girl all the damn time? It was not like there were so many other girls in town that were actually interested in him.

I was so frustrated with him because I had already lost a girl to him and it felt like the same thing was happening all over again. I mean, Julie had not left me yet but still, it felt like we were not far from that.

I knew that I needed to try harder to keep her with me. There must have been one thing that I had and that he didn't. I was not planning on letting him win again and take away the most important girl from me. Julie was mine and was not going to let her go.

Regardless, I was still totally upset and mad and I felt like that was totally alright. She would be just as upset with me if it was the other way around. I was simply very confused about what to do and I needed somebody to talk about this so I had called Ryan over so that I could have a chat with him.

When Ryan arrived, he came upstairs into my room and we greeted each other before he sat down on the couch that was in my room. We had some small talk and spoke about some other things going on before we addressed the actual problem.

"So, what's going on Justin?" Ryan asked me.

"I'm just very upset. Julie and I had a huge fight yesterday and I need to know if I am overreacting or not," I responded to him and sighed when I finished my sentence.