Be Mine | EDIT | Justin Bieber

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chapter 4; distance between us

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Julie

My mother and I were living in Beverly Hills for two month now. My mother had finally found a job in a really successful business company in Hollywood and I was really, really proud of her because she did an amazing job. Overall, she was an amazing mother, still caring and very supportive.

Stella and Leah became my best friends and I spent almost every day with them. We were always going out or just hanging out in Stella's, Leah's or my house, just doing random things and telling each other everything like besties did. It was always us three and I loved them so much. I had a slightly closer connection with Stella and I guessed it was because I had known her first and we had a strong bond right away. She was like an older sister to me and she always showed me how much she cared about me and I was just beyond grateful to have her in my life. Her and Chaz had also made it official finally and they were literally the most adorable couple.

Even though Stella and I were closer, Leah was always there for me whenever I needed her and she was probably the most adorable person I had ever met. I was very grateful for how open and honest she was and she always wanted what was best for me.

Ryan and Chaz became really close friends to me as well because we spent a lot of time with each other and they meant a lot to me. Ryan was like the big brother I never had. He was really kind and smart and he always gave the best advice and I knew that I could always go to him if I had something on my mind. Chaz was super kind too but most of the time he acted like a clown. He was always being super funny and made us all laugh so much but when it came to Stella, he was the best boy in the whole world. He was really in love with her.

And Justin... Justin was my bestest friend. Every time I wasn't with my girls or the boys, I was with him and that just made us become very, very close and he made me really happy. Because we were so close a lot of people tried to tell me that I had a thing for him but it was not like that at all. There were situations where I felt like I felt a little something but I immediately tried to ignore that because I didn't want to let it go too far. Our friendship was way more important to me.

I just enjoyed every minute with him. He knew everything about me by now and sometimes I thought that he knew me better than I know myself. I got to get to know him better too and all the different aspects of his life, one of them being him being a player but that didn't bother me too much because I met him like that and I didn't want to change that or him. He could do what he wanted to. As long as he didn't try to come at me the wrong way, we would just be fine.

I had evolved a lot to over the past month with all the changes around me but things like my self-esteem issues still had not really changed and sometimes I felt like I was not really good enough to some people but at least my friends and my mother gave me the feeling that I was loved and that was enough.

I just knew that I had to work a tiny bit harder on that problem and sooner or later I would be alright.

It was Friday afternoon and we all met at Stella's house. Justin had called us all there which was very odd because we could've just gone to his house but we didn't ask questions either and did as he said. Justin wanted to go to New York with all of us next weekend to get out of the city a little bit and he wanted us all to plan the trip together.

We were sitting on the ground in Stella's bedroom, looking for good hotels and places we wanted to go to while we were there. We didn't need to book a flight because Justin had a private jet. Of course, he had. He was Justin Bieber.