Need A Stack

Chapter 46: Ex-girlfriend.

Tell me painted truth.

"Hey, are you sure?" This time I leaned closer to her and nothing could define what I really felt. It's like I had the whole world in front of me and I'm the one to decide what to do with it. She stayed silent for a while and that kept me more into my feelings. Her lips looked so ready for mine and I definitely did want this. I would kiss her so hard and push her to the bed and do her like she deserves. I would touch every part of her body in the most sexy way I could've imagined and whisper to her ears of how much I loved her. I pushed back and let all those thoughts leave my mind. I just don't know if that was the right thing I could do.

"Mmh?" I noticed he took forever to reply. I really wanted her to say that she wanted me to stay. Cause actually I wasn't going anywhere specific. I just wanted to give her some space before I misbehave.

"Yeah I'm sure, go have some good time." Those words pierced me like a needle. What good time. Like my good time is always spent with you Amanda don't you see that? I didn't have any other good time when I was away from her. But that wasn't necessary now since I'd never opened up to her in the most legit way. So...

"Okay, bye." I said and gave her a peck. I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay with her forever. Looking at her pretty face day in day out. I could call that a hobby if I would. She was my favourite thing and nothing could compensate on that.

As I was opening the door, I heard her call out. "Ssup?" I turned thinking she had some difficulty. I want her to be okay always and I could do anything to make that possible. As I turned, she was already on her feet behind me and with no alarm gave me a hot kiss. She was so deep into it and my body was going lame. I really wanted to kiss her back, pin her on the wall and slide into her pants as fast as I could. The hot blood in me needed a quickie with her. And within that time I would do everything I ever wanted to do while I was with her.

But that couldn't be necessary at the moment. I never wanted to look like I was taking advantage of her. I didn't want to look like the bad guy. She was my everything and she deserved a better and more intimate and soft skin to skin arouse. She pushed back when she noticed I was not into it. I never wanted her to leave my lips. Even if I wasn't kissing back her playing around my lips was the most interesting thing I've ever felt before.

Her eyes were mixed with both passion, confusion and lust. She really needed this. She wanted me on top of her biting every bit of her skin leaving hickies and whispers of I love you. I knew nothing would make sense now. She would confuse me with some old boy shit who would say anything to get to girls. This needed a more better way.

I lacked an explanation and when the silence grew weird I just left. Pull yourself together man! You did the best thing. I kept convincing myself as I closed the door. I checked my cock was all pointed like a pen. It was hurting and craving for Amanda. It's been a long wait and all I wanted was to feel myself on her. I closed my eyes took a deep breath and covered my cock with both my hands as I walked to my car.

I held the steering wheel and stared at God knows what. All I wanted was to get back to that house and show her that I really loved her more than anything! I just didn't know how to express that. I know after leaving she thought she wasn't enough or rather she did the most weird thing. I needed to get back there and show her that whatever she did was a start to something we both ever wanted.

I knew she loved me the same way I did. And today proved it. I need to tell her I love her too. I closed my eyes and pressed my sweaty hands on the steering groaning weirdly. Why did this seem so hard!

I decided to leave. I need to refresh my mind. I need to give my attention into something else at least. I didn't want to rush things up with Amanda. I needed to know her well and hit on her favourites always. I drove to Juliet. I thought she would be the best here since they've been close friends with Amanda ever since.

I knocked for like twenty minutes and the door wasn't opening yet. Or could she be at school? God no, I hope not. She must be around. I really need her right now.

"Ollaa ssup G?" Juliet called out as I was leaving.

"Oh thank God you're here! I really need your help."

"Oh no, what now? Don't tell me it's something to do with classes and assignments cause hell no I'm not doing it!"

"Chill girl! It ain't got no shit to do with that. Listen up!"

"Damn!!! Are you holding a party and you want my help?? I know that look! And yes! I'm fucking in!"

"Mxm! Bitch wtf! Would you hear me up??!"

"Geez a'ight." She shrank and finally listened to my lame ass.

"Well, I'm here about Amanda."

"God no! Don't tell me you guys are dating or maybe have already broken up! That girl got attitude damn!"

"OMG who gave birth to you!" I said tapping my head in disgust. She definitely isn't going to hear me out!

"Wooah cool down.. ssup? Did you break up? Or lemme rephrase this, have you guys dated?"

"Are you going to listen to me? Who's doing the talking here?"

"You,," she said raising her filthy little hands in surrender.

"Okay, so shut the hell up! I want to know more about Amanda."

"Amanda my ex-girlfriend?"

"WTF!" Trust me I was shocked!

A/N:
😀😪Was a long wait huh!I think I need canes🤣have fun reading 😘😘