Need A Stack

Chapter 11: Alvin!

"No matter what you're going through,there's a light at the end of the tunnel."- Demi Lovato.

I had the hardest time to wake up this morning despite having nothing to do the last day.

I pulled myself of the duvet after my last alarm ring since I knew it wouldn't stop until I do so. I went to the washroom and cleared all my night mess in my body before I could leave. Immediately I opened my door I almost knocked myself over someone and to look up clearly it was Alvin...the fuck he doing in my door!

"Morning"

I forced it out as I tried to fit myself under his arm to pass. He never seemed to let me though so I decided to look him in the eye like what the hell were you up to in my doorway this morning dude!

"Morning girl...you slept too much today.."
"And so do you care" I rolled my eyes and tried looking past him but his broad chest wouldn't let my eyes get to where I wished it would. I was becoming so uncomfortable standing this close. I turned to my room and pretended to be so busy spreading my bed although I'd already done that.. meanwhile I just touched the edges lightly to make it look like I'm tucking in the bedsheets.

He now moved inside the room and tucked his hands on the pockets of his blue pants that really looked good I started wishing they could be mine. He stared at me and all this time I was really asking myself what he really wants here. It was now getting out of hand and I was forced to ask this all out.

" Boy..ssup what you up to?"
" What do you mean?" He seemed so confused yet so aware of what I was asking and since I didn't want to stay silent and create that weirdness between us......
"Why you in my room this morning?"

This time I moved to him looking straight in his eyes trying to read between the lines and get the real point of him being here. He stared back with his dazzling eyes and a slight smile grew on his lips I couldn't figure out what was really going on in that son of a bitch's head. I couldn't look at him any longer since every time I looked at him I got the urge to drag him to my bed and keep on mourning his name till late in the evening and maybe till dawn the next day.

He'd grew into a built strong cute man and I found it hard to resist anymore.

"I was coming to wake you up after your long sleep and the noise your cheap alarm was trying to make in the whole house. But now you making it sound so different from how you looked at me when you met me in the door to how you're now behaving."

"Wow. That's so kind of you and as you can see I'm totally awake. If you can move...can I leave now."

I faked a smile trying to make it look real and official between us. He just said cheap alarm...well I'm used to that talk from him..what I didn't understand is did he notice my awkward behavior when I saw him at the door..? aargh!

He moved aside imitating the bending waiter staff and proudly saying ' after you ' after giving out a big smile....he was getting into me and I was trying so hard not to make it look as if I remembered he once said sorry and wanted to make things out between the two of us. I considered it better and I had to accept the fact that I did tell him to forget we ever had the talk.

As I walked before him down the stairs going to the kitchen for breakfast, I noticed his strides behind me and that made me feel so awkward. .I tried walking in my normal style but my legs wouldn't let me....I felt so odd and my butt seemed to be shaking funnier than they're used to...infact my ass never shakes or does it..who knows... Alvin followed me to the kitchen and each time I felt like standing and turning back to him with a ' please dude...can you just go somewhere else!'

Today seems to be a long day....will he be on my toes all time till the day ends.

"Amanda good morning! You overslept today...I tried waking you up today but you looked so tired so I left you to just finish it all"
"Morning Mom.!"

Mom never liked waking up people...she always said it's never healthy to wake someone up when they're not yet done with their sleep. She was really right. Especially me ..I hate being woken up and dad didn't get that!

"We already had breakfast.. though Alvin said he would eat with you so maybe you can get your meal to the dining room table and enjoy!"

Mom was busy washing dishes and cleaning the surfaces and she didn't even turn to me while talking....I wasn't credited to complain...after all what was I up to complaining about anyway.

"Sure."

I turned to pick my food and left without catching a glimpse of Alvin who had stood behind me all this time.

He followed me to the dining with his since I'd decided not to do that favour to make him think I even support the idea of having breakfast with him. All time I focused on my meal and kept playing with the spoon in my hand humming songs I didn't know at least to look busy. Any time I would think of raising my head the first thing I met is his eyes staring at me and he could force a smile on his face.

I kept on questioning myself why he's so committed in smiling at my face after I'd tried in the past days to get his attention...what's he really up to. I was almost asking when I quickly cancelled my mission and decided not to..I strived to finish my meal thou sure enough I wasn't getting satisfied.

Immediately finished I left for my room and I'm happy he didn't hesitate to stop me or try start a conversation....okay I don't know if I'm happy cause on the other hand I really wanted him to talk and tell me something...maybe we could have this day making stories and watching movies as we got back to our friendship. Or was he trying me to see if I'm still interested in talking to him....maybe it could be worth it if I'd started the conversation.

I was on my room arguing with myself if I could go back and try talking to him and see if the energy is still the same....

I'm going crazy...I really need to talk to Alvin.

I made up my mind an hour later and flew to the dining as if I was even in my sense being positive that he would still be sitting there having breakfast.

I missed him and decided to sit at the seats there and stare at the ceiling.

It was thirty minutes now and the memory of Alicia and Chris came to my mind...it's high time I start following up on where these kids really went to. Thou I never knew who to ask but maybe the media would help.

They should have forgotten by now that I'd messed them up..yeah?

I tried logging in to Instagram to search them and maybe see when was the last time they were online or posted anything...at this moment they were all online, something I never saw coming and wasn't at all prepared...damn I think I can message them....or send a sign like just a comma, fullstop or a 'xxcccsg' random type and when they ask what was up I'll be like ow sorry wrong message to the wrong person and see what they'll say after that.

I was in my thoughts smiling on how silly my thin ass is when he came and had a seat beside me.

"What's making you smile in your phone? Is some dude flirting with you already?"

He said it with a joking voice but it made me angry at some point...why did he just think it's a boy making me happy....if only he knew there's nothing that's even making me smile but I myself!!

Am I supposed to play along and show him a random pic of my 'new catch'!!

Author's note:

Hey peeps😋😋hope you good.

What do you think I'll decide to tell Alvin 😝this boy thou😂

Please vote and comment your thoughts...they encourage me to update faster too🙃😇byee ily❤️