Need A Stack

Chapter 50: Still Needing A Stack??

"Whatever you'd think doesn't have an end will hit you later with a successful worthy ending that you would have no choice but to be thankful and proud of your nonstop efforts."- Charity Peris

"Uhmm... I agree Juliet didn't really have to do that! That was so dumb of her and I think we should just hit the hell out of her for being such a dummy!"

Yeah I know I wasn't making sense, please don't come at me! But seriously why is Alicia sitting besides me in the clay seats in school and not even looking at me? She was so much buried into thoughts and had her eyes clogged to one position, the ground. I don't get it. I don't understand if she's mad for me or herself. I lacked words. I'd talked for more than twenty minutes now but there's no response from her. I didn't like the silence either besides the fact that I think I also needed a moment to think this all through, you know. My friend sleeping with my ex or whatever! That was so confusing and I don't think I had time to even pass myself through the fact.

"Mh!" Alicia finally took a deep breath. I adjusted myself anxiously to listen to what she wanted to say. She turned to my side and look at me straight in the eye. Her eyes were soaked in anger mixed with pity and sadness. With her natural sleepy eyes, she looked more sleepy today and I wondered what she was up to. Me on the other side landed on her the curious face. Like sis, speak up and let's see if we on the same page or something.

"Babygirl," Mh nice start.. "I am so sorry for whatever pain we caused you before and what we are still doing." Oh wow.. okay?! "I really miss you so bad and I've been thinking of getting you and maybe have our differences sorted out so we can be friends but now I'm even afraid if you could hear me out having it in hand that Julie just added more pain in the needle." She said this while now switching her face to the ground, almost on her tears. Oh no poor child.

Whole time I was just looking at her wondering why she would really need me back to her life. Me with all the messy life what impact was I even having in her life. Didn't make any bit of sense.

"Look," she sniffs heavily as if she's just from crying herself out, "I'm so sorry for all the pain we've caused you okay? And about Julie, I don't know what you're up to, but if it's a worse decision you're about to make, just hit me up so that I could be of help." She stared at my surprised face and left.

Well!

As far as I know myself, I don't think I was about to take a revenge. I'm not that type and apparently babygirl had her own reasons to fall in love with Alvin. Yeah I don't understand why I'm this chilled with the situation but I feel like Alicia left with all my anger.

Months later
"Pick whatever you'd want baby!"

I was all over the shelves brushing everything to my trolley. I was so excited and all over myself not forgetting Gillard who was there to gas me up! I picked everything I wanted and also added more irrelevant things just because I was given the permission and I was about to finish everything in his pockets! I really loved how G would spoil me without any boundaries. I loved him so much and all the love got reciprocated by the goodies and all the nice staffs.

We drove back to the house singing all the nice songs louder than nothing else. We were headed to Gillard's house because it was more bigger than mine. And today needed room cause seriously why not! Gillard opened my door and carried me around giving me hot kisses on my stomach since I was on a fluffy crop top, sweat shorts and pink sandals just to showcase my pedicured nails. I laughed lightly loving all the good vibes this nigga was giving me. I loved him with all my heart and every day I could remind him about it.

"Happy birthday!!!!!!"

I almost fell off when Gillard held me tight when I heard the noise from inside. Damn when did he plan all these?? I thought it was a party for two!