Need A Stack

Chapter 15: Dumbass.

"If you're always trying to be normal you will never know how amazing you can be."- Maya Angelou.

"What did you just say?!"

"No never mind."

"Al..." He was already out of the room..he shrugged over my shoulder and left. Why should I even be jealous in the first place!

He must be kidding!

I followed him with my passion juice trying to ponder on what I just heard coming from his mouth. Jealous??me? Over Alvin??! Oh no way!

"Heyy..."

I was almost going past my room when Juliet called out. The door was open and somehow I can't remember if it was really me who left it that way having in mind that Juli was in there having a clean up.

"Did I leave this open? I'm so sorry. Just that I was craving for some drink and maybe I was in a hurry. I hope you're okay..no one has passed here yet?"

"It's okay..after all I'm just from the shower." She smiled convincingly and I fell for it.

I threw my small but heavy body on my bed and relaxed my head between the fluffy pillows that were on my bed.

"Is everything okay? You look worried." She gave me that clingy look that made me think she might be knowing what I'm thinking of.

"Ow no..I'm just tired..it's been a long day."
I faked a smile before pulling myself up.

"So how's everything." I said when she got her eyes off me and went on applying the expensive creams she buys on her smooth skin.

"Good." All she'd say.. everything is good. Wow...she must be a lucky champ.

"To summarise it all." She finished her sentence later. She turned to look at me and winked her left eye with a slight smile. I smiled back and sipped on my juice.

"That's good. When are we getting back to school."

"Next week."

"What?!"

"What! You mean you never check your portal for updates?"

"I never do. Damn that's so soon!"

"I know."

I looked at her and she wasn't really acting okay. Seems there's something she's hiding from me. First of all she hasn't mentioned anything regarding as to why she's here. Should I ask her or just wait for her to tell me? Let's see how patient I can be.

I took my phone and opened my Instagram...should I try to message Alicia? I hated the idea and turned off my phone. She must still be mad at me.. if she wouldn't I know her...she could have texted.

"Do you talk to Alicia?or maybe Chris?"

This time she was done with everything and had sat on the one chair that I'd stolen from the verandah for my room. I would sometimes get tired of sitting on my bed and lack a place to relax my butt. I used to crash on this chair..I liked it a lot. I can remember the day I sneaked it to my room no one was home. It was the only chair in the verandah and I decided to pick it. Mom noticed it's absence that day and the only thing I would say is mom that chair looked so odd in there. It will really suit with my curtains prints and colour too, don't you see?  And that's how this lovely chair ended up to be all mine. I'm a legend right?! Huh.

"Rarely."

Her answer got me back to us.

"But at least you talk. Unlike me."

"Maybe."

She's getting on my nerves now! Why is she giving me only one word replies. Is she on her monthly periods??.

"Bitch are you okay??!"

It was off my chest and proudly I felt at ease. She was surprised from my loud voice that almost broke the walls. Wow I can be this harsh. She raised her head and focused on my emotionless face. I really needed to know what's wrong with her. Is she here to finish my head off! I just didn't like the way she showed me some attitude. I mean I'm not even the reason to why she's that way. Where does she get the guts to speak to me like that!

"Is everything okay?"

Mom stormed in looking all worried. Her face could say it all. My voice was that loud.
And just to confirm where she heard my voice from......

"Where were you?!"

"I was on the rest house down there chilling when I heard a loud terrifying crack of a voice. What's happening?"

A smiled almost escaped from my teasing lips when I quickly fought it. Jeez that was so loud.

"No nothing mom..I was just mad when I almost spilled the juice on my white t-shirt."

"So you mean it was you!?" She looked surprised. I have never been that loud ever since I stayed out of her womb. I grinned and placed my empty bottle on the bin that was on the corner of my room. She left with no other word and I glimpsed at Juliet who was still sitting on the chair.

"Did you have to be that loud!" She gave me a questioning look and I felt so diminished. Why did I shout anyway. I groaned and sat on the bed feeling so embarrassed.

Juliet gave me a sad and disappointed look before getting out of my room. Why is everyone treating me asif I'm kind of out of my senses? Alvin left me in the kitchen, mom was surprised to know it was me who had shouted that way and now Juliet is leaving the room. Who am I going to talk to now!

I shook my head holding it on the sides with my hands and tried to brush the feeling off. I buried my face on the fluffy pillow and screamed several times to get some peace maybe. I was a dumbass...every one in here must be thinking so. I really need a stack! To get this messy life in order... at least learn how to talk to people and listen to their side of the story before getting over my feelings.

I even didn't figure what to do now. No friends..just proved myself mad over the people I'm staying with and I don't have friends on my phone to chat with.

I grabbed my phone and was almost throwing it to the wall when u remembered that it would make more noise and would lack what to say this time. I squeezed it within my palm and I felt rage and sadness filling my soul. What's up with me really! Am I normal even!

I rushed out of my room and went for the system in the living room. I turned on the music and went to the craziest playlist. I think this crazy feeling will make me feel better. I sang along Ciara's song and danced awkwardly almost falling down with every step I'd make. I felt like crying and each time I would feel that way, I would increase the volume and sing more loudly.

This is my parent's house and maybe I should behave...but who cares! They are the ones who gave birth to my little ass and somehow they should get used to this. No one came my way and yeah that's what I really wanted but..why are they not scared that maybe I'm getting mad. What did I expect anyway...mom to come and tell me that everything is okay and staff? She even doesn't know if anything is not okay....Alvin and Juliet are nowhere to be seen and I'm happy they're not around to see me.

Juliet just moved in some hours ago and this is how I'm behaving...she must assume that this is how I always am when at home..Alvin and his stupid ass must be thinking that I'm super jealous and I need something to rub off the jealousy! Mscheew....for all I cared...

None of their thoughts will change my thoughts right now. I'm just a jerk who really needs a combination of prayers, rehabilitation and redemption!

Author's note;

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