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Chapter 43: Goodbyes

"Faith is about taking the first step even if you can't see the whole staircase"- Martin Luther King Jr"

"Eew this was almost rotting in there!" I said holding my nose unpacking the roasted sausages and eggs.

"You never reminded me yesterday." She said back unpacking the other bag which was full of sexy outfits.

"Damn hold on, am I seeing right?"

She was holding a champion sneakers. I wonder why it was packed with outfits though.

I was the happiest today. Everything was so amazing in these bags. Except for the cooked food bag.

I took them and fit them in my feet and of course they were the accurate size. I just can't wait to slay on them soonest!

I arranged the spices in my cabinets and the well sealed food in the fridge to keep them preserved as she was dealing with the bedroom side.

By 1 we were done with the arranging. I took a look at my closet and I couldn't stop apprehending the beautiful colours of every clothe.

"Are these all my clothes? I can't see some." I took a close look and noticed some of my old clothes were missing.

"I just dumped them in the dustbin. You can't wear those things again. It's time to boss up Lil mama." Jeez!!

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"I will be leaving at 3pm." She said as we were watching the Love Goals reality show. I scoffed knowing she wasn't even serious about that. Of course she wanted more than enough time with me. I turned to her and she wasn't putting that funny face she had while lying.

"You serious? Like serious serious?" I asked mentioning serious more than enough times.

She looked at me and turned her attention back to the show.

"Well." I looked away. "I'll miss you. Was great having you around."

She smiled and blushed a little. We never get this real with each other. The little time we'd do made a bigger effect.

"Me too." She said and added the TV's volume to 100.

"Jeeezzzz bitch my ears are hurting!!" I screamed holding my ears.

"I know." She said back unmoved.

Fuck!

Gillard's POV:

I really miss her. She is totally an addiction that I can't just avoid. I wonder why she's taking so long to reply. Am I so boring? No it can't be. I saw her eyes yester night. They were so bright. She enjoyed my company I know.

I still can't believe we have a lot in common. We are definitely soulmates and that can't change. I kept checking my phone incase I'd see "I miss you too" text from her. I'd saved her as THE LOML💯💦 and I was not planning on changing shit. She was and we both knew that.

And now since I noticed she somehow feels the same, that was basically a win!

I checked on my time and it was already 2pm. I stretched out and yawned feeling so tired. I left my blanket and walked lazily to the bathroom. I took shower and wore my best outfit. I sprayed my favourite cologne and picked my keys. I was going to Amanda's. I want to see her I don't care if I look so desperate.

I drove slowly down the hill way whistling to different songs. All I wanted right now was Billie Eilish calm music and that's what I tuned in to.

Amanda's POV:

I was almost screaming when I saw his car approaching. Was he really coming to see me.

I was seated with Tricia in her car saying our last goodbyes when I turned to the side mirror.

"What's up?" Tricia asked when she noticed my abrupt silence.

"Uhm nothing. I just think I saw Gillard's car." I said assuming to have confused. I wasn't so familiar with his car and I was shamefully fantasizing.

Tricia watched me and smiled. "I'm hoping he breaks your heart soon. I would like to hear you cry." I pushed her away that she knocked the car and flashed open.

"Hey are you guys okay?" Gillard approached hurriedly and helped Tricia get back to her balance. "Where are y'all headed to?" He looked worried.

"Nowhere. I'm leaving this crazy bitch. I can't tolerate having her around for so long." Tricia said straightening her collars aggressively. Damn! I watched her and opened my side to leave the car.

"Travel safe then, I live you thou." I said as I left.

"I know. And I love you too!" She said harshly asif she was forced to.

"Cool dzawn!" I said jokingly and went to stand beside Gillard. He hugged me and left his hand rest on my shoulder. I felt so good actually. I smiled and waved at Tricia as she was leaving.

I kept staring at her car untill it wasn't visible again. I wished it could get back and go again since I just didn't have anywhere to look at. My arms were crossed and I couldn't believe we were here alone. Now what next!

"Oh" Gillard removed his arm and rubbed them together. "uh, I didn't know I was holding for too long though. Uhm... Sorry so,," he was stammering, was he nervous around me?

I watched him all this time. "it's cool." I said when I noticed he didn't have anything to say anyway. "So where were you going to?"

"I was uhh actually coming to see you" he said rubbing the back of his head.

I smiled foolishly. "That's cute, you can come in." I led the way.

"Sure."

This is surely going to be the longest day of my life. Or maybe the best! I don't know. Let's check out!

A/N:
Hey!💟😀😍how're y'all? What will Amanda and Gillard talk about really!🤷😂 Let's check that out on the next! Much love from me to all of you😘😘😘😘😘

Ocean eyes - Billie Eilish.