Need A Stack

Chapter 3: Worst Encounter.

Change will not come if we wait for some other time or some other person. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We're the change that we seek.- Barrack Obama.

It's been two hours now and Alicia hasn't stopped staring at the wall.

Oh no! It's all my fault! I'm such a meddler and this shite really need to stop. Maybe she's shocked,,or maybe she's a statue now,,no I think she's just trying to accept the facts now,,, uuhm or she might be planning on stabbing me afterwards,,or Chris! Noo this can't happen...I've been so unsettled concerning the fact that we're only two in my room but I can't tell what the girl by my side is up to.

"Alicia.. I ..uuhh... whatever I just said..uuh..you know Alicia..I just can't keep on faking that everything is okay and see my friend getting herself into such a big mess...you never wish any bad thing on someone and I wouldn't entertain anyone doing wrong to you...trust me even if it would be me...I would just pick that folk up there and pain myself so badly!!!you're such a darling and I won't allow shit to come your way! You get..yeah and that's why I had to tell you as soon as I could....yes...and you know what! If I would be on your position..."

I've been talking alone ever since..and I can't stop anytime soon....how I wish Alicia could join me in this talk...make me know what's really going on throu that psycho head.

"By the way if you could ask me who to get mad at...I would chose Chris! After all I even don't know how you got to fall in love with him.! You know how ignorant these rich people are yeah?and why did you trust him? Anyway I would prefer you just play cool...ignore his existence. Stay in your lane and just move on!" I was so worried...it was getting out of hand now!! For I knew Alicia to be the silent non-reactive girl,I expected a "oh that's all?okay.." from her... she's opposite now! It was never to be a big deal..for my hate on men...I wouldn't even act weird like her!I mean what's up...

Alicia stormed out of the house with heavy strides I couldn't tell where she was heading to...I followed her up trying to stop her..where could she be going now! "Alicia!!calm down can we get back and talk this out? Maybe there's something I left out and could help cool you down!" All landed to a deaf ear I can say!! I'm so stupid!what was wrong with me when I told her all this!!! "Alicia..!!"

"How could you!!!" Her brittle voice cracked through Chris's crib as she broke in.
"Honey...what's up"...Chris was also known to be the warm silent guy...you wouldn't find him playing out and laughing with the idle boys in school...is either you'd find him alone or with Alicia..and in this case...he was alone watching over treadstone..the new series in town...that staff is honestly in another level...you could even miss classes and meals just watching it all day long..
He was pushed back and for sure if there wouldn't be a couch behind him...he would have lost his backbone..Alicia could not control her flare of rage. The ceaseless tumult of the thick sobs that came from her throat was totally maddening.  Her eyes burned through Chris's full of anger and wrath... The same eyes that always looked up to him with love and happiness,closed silently when they kissed and went dizzy when they made love.... they changed... Chris found it hard to understand the change of character for her sweet pie.

I was pasted on spot at the door if in case anything bad could have happened,I would be the first to rush out! "Can someone tell me what's going on?! Amanda! Hey...speak up what's up with her?" Chris was now brought to the tense environment...he couldn't quit tracing his footsteps up and down not able to stand on one position.. I on the other hand wasn't even able to trace my own thoughts...tragic!

"For how long have you been faking it all with Juliet!! You thought I wouldn't know huh? Come on tell me! Face me and spit it on my face! Was I just your pass time and the stupiddo all through!!!?"...her voice shaking,, revealing the pain,the anguish,,the torment she's been passing through...followed up with sobs and cries she's been fighting to resist...there it was all said! While I was there.. having nowhere to put my face... My face sagged in disbelief...I'd broke my best friend's heart...I've ruined it all....I'm such a bad friend..I can't take it anymore...will I ever be forgiven. My mind was deeply engaged in this worse conversation.

"What about Juliet? What are you even talking about? Who's Juliet?" Chris got into this conversation loud enough for me to follow his lips...Alicia was almost getting back to herself when she fought that feeling...
"You're just like these other boys here. With that mask face on you got me on your knees always begging you not to leave. I would have known this from the beginning..I'm so foolish!...I only wish..."
            "Y'all just stop talking!!!"
I cracked it out I even didn't know how I started it..all eyes turned back to me...at that moment the whole school was there embracing the drama with funny faces all hooked up to Alicia and Chris. And guess what? They all turned on me!
    
                            "I lied."

"Uuuuhhhh"...all that the crowded mofos would say..."it's all my fault Alicia..I...I....I created this up cause I didn't like the fact that you're dating and I'm not...I ..." I cried this out.. I felt it on my chest as I uttered every word with embarrassment and contempt... Alicia stared at my face...I had nowhere to look.. Chris was still lost...he even doesn't know who Juliet is..lost brat! Alicia moved towards me. Her eyes still soaked in tears although she was done crying. What will she even tell me.!

As her last tear drop made its own way to the ground,she passed besides me and out of sight I don't know where to. I broke her..what was I thinking! "Chris..!" Before I was done calling him..he was also out of sig. I'm a devil in the making!

"What are you still looking at you foolish people who don't have what to do! The show is over.. y'all can move to your businesses...mscheew!!" They still stared. I was there...nowhere to go...I couldn't follow on Alicia...she was broken.,she needed time alone.

I've lost Alicia! Juliet too maybe!!this is not me...my good friends are gone now...forever...or maybe not...I can't tell!

  Author's note:

Helloo😋😗how was Christmas?great I bet... thanks for your honest comments,reads and votes on my last chapter..
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Mess by Lil Wayne.