Amanda joins campus at a small age and everything from when she leaves home,how she's getting admitted in school,how she gets to know people seems to change her.
This book may have content familiar to real life but it's my own imagination and if any...
' Even when the bad days come, we all never give up cause they will definitely come to an end.'- Charity Peris.
I looked over from the side of my eyelids and spotted Alicia staring at me. 'Bitch why don't you get ya eyes off me!' I lip talked for her to read over. ' can we hang out after this?' she asked and I pretended not to hear. I signed her to repeat and this time was hella loud.
"Amanda Nolan and Alicia....could you please let us know what y'all talking about...I bet everyone would benefit more cause it seems to be more important than what I'm saying here." Sir Francis won't miss this chance to be a little sarcastic.
I shifted uncomfortably on my seat with my hand on my forehead. I couldn't afford to raise my head and see all those eyes on me. I could freak no one wishes to have a bad Monday morning.
"Nothing sir.. we're sorry." Alicia apologized on both our behalf.
"Amanda....do you have something to say?" .. really dude!!she said 'we' doesn't that include me too??
"No Sir I'm sorry." I smiled bluntly as I watched him come close. He looked at me one more time and this time I shifted and passed my legs across each other feeling so much out of place. What the hell does this guy want from me for God's sake!
"Okay back to what we were discussing..." I took a deep heavy breath and people chuckled...they're just making it worse..." Amanda if you're tired of this class you may leave please. Not everyone is here to waste time." Mr. Francis turned to be again.
I stared at him with no word. I didn't mean anything..I was just exhaling since he'd overtook my personal space in the first time. Is that a crime?? I didn't know what I would tell him. All the students stared at us with amused faces guess they had so much fun watching us waste time. It was all evident in their faces and I still didn't understand when Mr. Francis said that they're not here to waste time...I mean basing on rating, nine point nine nine out of ten were hoping we keep on staring at each other and 'waste' time.
Mathematics wasn't an everyone's fun and to make it more worse we were now doing Engineering mathematics 2. Math 1 was a hell of a unit you just wont find the right words to define math 2..2 in capitals as in TWO... they were divided into 4 and our second one was already fucking our heads up. Ever since I started attending this class I've been wishing that everything gets better but actually nothing was. Everything was a hell... including now where I'm lost in my thoughts in the middle of the lecture when the starring is there watching me asif I'm the new starring. Well... that's....I lack words.!
"Hello." He had now dropped his face closer to me and my energy was all in my feet. My heart rate increased and I felt my fingers shaking...wtf is wrong with me! .."could you make yourself busy...we need to get on with our class." Bitch he ain't meaning shit.
"You mean I get out?" I indicated with my thumb finding it more awkward. Aren't there second chances in this world anymore?
"Mmmh." He said giving enough space for me to leave. Well bitch...he really did mean shit!
I closed my books and put them in my bag pack. I looked at Alicia who was staring too. I rolled my eyes and tapped on my locker as I left the damn room. Why me?! I groaned angrily and closed the door behind me. I couldn't believe that only one mistake can make you miss a class. I pinched my face and moved out of the department. I really didn't know what to do. Everything was silent and everyone I'd met seemed so busy either going to another lecture or taking their girlfriends or boyfriends.
I slowed down my paced walked silently. I still was trying to figure where I'd go. I couldn't go to my place since I was still having other lecture and my close one was due an hour.
I decided to go to the amphitheatre to have a little time there. Maybe I could play games,read a novel or rather just sleep as I waited. I didn't have any friends besides Juliet and Alicia who I was now trying to avoid them. So I was my own company till further notice. I got into the amphitheatre and opened my Wattpad. I remembered I someone had referred me to a book, Blossom by AssoPhat.... something like that. I took this moment to look for it and start out.
I stared at the characters of the book and damn they were so fine. I took thirty minutes scrolling over their faces and zooming in just to see how their features looked cute. Especially their lips.
I started reading it. Everything was going on fine until I saw Juliet. She came in to the amphi and took the front seats. She pulled out her books and started scribbling some notes I guess. Didn't she have somewhere else to do that.
I stood up and made my way out. Unfortunately she turned back and saw me leave.
"Hey."
I rolled my eyes before turning. I crossed my hands and paused on my left hip.
"Hi." I said not looking her into the eyes.
"You have a class here too??" She asked nervously.
"Nop." I said and turned on my heels.
"Ow okay." I heard her shout behind me and walked away. I just didn't want to get into her again. I don't know...maybe they need to show me they're sorry. I don't know how though but I don't care.
* The day moved on poorly and I regretted every hour. Lunch was fucked up. I was sitting on a table with strangers and shit. Alicia had a seat with Juliet and I noticed I was left alone in this circle of friends. They kept signing me to join them but I was too proud for that.
* I looked through the side mirror seated beside the cab driver. I actually didn't know what I was looking at but that was the only place I would stare right now. I didn't see Gillard today. I wonder where he was. I was getting kinda used to be followed around by him disturbing my ass. This was new and I somehow didn't like it. Till now he still doesn't have my number and there's no way I would know if he's okay.
It was never my business thou... I ignored the thoughts and watched the cars move past us until I was home.
I walked to my house and got a shopping bag being cringed at the window. Has someone forgot where they live?
I looked into the bag and the first thing I saw was a scribbled paper with my name on it. Goodnight Miss Amanda.
I looked back and there was a packed tin with food. I didn't wait to get in the house. I opened the foil that was covering the top and damn!!!
The food.
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I looked around to see if anyone was watching but there wasn't. I unlocked my house and got in incase my neighbors would pass by and get me staring at some shopping bag....that wouldn't make sense.
I got in and say on my couch still trying to figure out who would have done that.
A/N; Hello😂😂waaah this was the hardest chapter to write damn!!! please tell me your thoughts 😍😍😍 Remember to stay safe during this period and pray❤️❤️❤️lots of love😘
