Need A Stack

Chapter 26: Hurt.

"Don't say you hurting without the scars."

Alvin's POV:-*
###her opening date#

I heard her open her door and had to pretend that I was going to my room just to meet her and tell her that I'll really miss her when she's away.

I look at her twice and I notice she still on her pyjamas and Juliet had already left..I never seen her this lazy.and she doesn't seem like she's going to school today.

I feel great under my breath and I wonder why I still feel this way when I'm around her and we ain't even dating.

She gives me a dirty look and I freeze and butterflies start playing over me. TF is wrong with me!

"Hi" I say dryly not even sure if she'll say it back.

"Hi" she's more dry than me and I think to myself that this can be a start of a long story with her atleast.

"Why you so dry..are you okay?" I ask like I care.

"Why you so dry..is everything okay??" She asks back with a stand look in her eyes and I can see she ain't joking.

"Yea sure." I give a suspicious look and walk away ..if only she could talk to me nicely...maybe I could sacrifice to drop her to school using my dad's Jeep...just to have some good time with her since we never have one even though we in the same roof.

I walk to my room and I can feel her gaze on me but I don't turn back. I throw myself on my bed and start thinking about her. Damn it's been so tough living under the same roof for a whole month without having a touch on her soft skin.

I can't lie when we were dating,we could only kiss and cuddle...I mean that's the far we got and I used to feel some kinda way....even thou I'd felt horny since a man is just man....I wouldn't slide into her pants yet ..she always said she wasn't ready.

I remembered the times we decided to act asif we were dating because of Juliet's assumption.! The fuck she was the one who was acting .I was damn serious and I wanted that shit to go far but she wouldn't allow a kiss on her lips thou ...

Who's touching and treating her so good that she can't even lay an eye on me at all!!

I got furious and grabbed a pillow tightly. I threw it on the floor and groaned loudly.

"Is everything okay in here?!"

Shhit...who heard me. I kept my mouth shut and waited for the door to open....I swear if it's Amanda I'm telling her everything right here....I mean I can't hold my guts for all this time...I'm a grown man and it's time I start spitting up! She was mine and will always be mine... although she doesn't give a fuck about me anymore....I just want her on my own.

"Holla you good?"

The door flew open and it was her mom.

Shit!

"Yea of course...I was just practising some fighting technics for the Kungfu exercise that will be held at school next week. We always have these events before the school officially starts." I lied.

"Oow success...and when will you be going to school then?"

"Uhm...three days after today I guess." I smiled at the kind mom.

She's soon going to be my mother-in-law...
I swore to myself as I maintained my smile.

"It's okay just don't be that loud. .it kinda scares me."

"Okay no prob.",

I said as I helped her close the door. I wonder how loud I was and Amanda couldn't hear me... she's so ignorant I don't get where she got that behavior from.

I couldn't stop thinking of the day she came for supper with all her hair on her face. This bitch was crying...what for??

I kept stealing glances at her as I saw her acting undercover before her own mom....seems she never wanted anyone to know about it. Even with her dumb face...she still looked beautiful and I could not stop staring.

"Surprise me...I got lots of favourite mom...you know that too."

I couldn't forget her words still ...I said it loud mimicking softly through her accent. The whole dining laughed except me and she noticed.

She saw me playing up with my spoon which I'd pretended to have all my attention on when in real sense all my attention was in hers.

She looked sad when I didn't laugh and I asked myself why...was the joke referred to me? I scoffed and kept on eating.

Later I followed her to her room and for sure she was at her worst....she really was crying. I felt the pain too even though I didn't know what had hurt her so badly.

"You can fool everyone else but not me Nolan...what were you crying about?" I told her to her face when she opened the door. I noticed she was never in the position to share especially not with me and I regretted why I even stepped foot in here. I acted bold and stayed longer and the more I stayed the more I regretted.

She shouted on my face as she cried and shit was not good at all....I watched her until it was enough...I tried to calm her down but she literally rejected the offer. ...I had nothing to do...I left her talk and cry untill I heard her order me to leave..

Woah that wasn't kind at all.

That day kept lashing on my mind and disturbing me....she has never said why she was down that day and yea no one would know.

The next day I saw her leave with her mom I don't know where to. Her opening date was the next day and I'd decided to spend that day with her but it's Amanda...you can't plan anything with Amanda....I stayed up late just incase she would come to me...I dozed off on the couch waiting and the next time I felt myself was on her opening date which is fucking today!!!! Amanda is a dumbass!!!

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On the three days before I would go to school,I knew I would find time with her since she hadn't gone to school yet.

But the moment I would want to talk to her I found her with some girl and wondered all the way who the hell she was. She was pretty but looked bigger than her in age....they laughed all the time and did almost everything with her.

I was super jealous for a fact...it seemed like they'd just known each other for some days and they were that close....I've stayed over for a whole month but we never got along...it was not cool at all.

I wished the days would go fast so that I could leave since the feeling wasn't cool at all. I packed my staffs earlier enough....infact two days before.

"Amanda..bye." I peeped through her door as I was leaving. I was craving for a hug atleast and maybe taking me to the driveway.

"Bye." She smiled... really!!! That's all...

I smiled back and hesitated to leave.

"Oow meet my new friend... Tricia..." Woah so she's fucking new.!

"Tricia...meet Alvin." That hurts. I got no title...not even a friend...well okay.

"Nice to meet you Alvin." She smiled and waved.

Okay bitch...

I smiled and left with no other word...well it was never nice to meet her too.

I need to meet her again before she forgets me.

I said to myself as I drove away finding it hard to believe that I'm leaving without having talked to her yet.

A/N:
hi lovelies...just thought I would write about Alvin with what he's been thinking so that y'all get his side too😁😁😁😁ook I hope y'all enjoying the book...I love y'all❤️. Stay safe and Pray.