Need A Stack

Chapter 38: Fantasy.

"You need it?? Work for it!"- Charity Peris.

Gillard's POV:
Why is she not calling me yet?

I kept checking my phone every second if incase she gets to text me. I really missed her the whole day and I wished she could call just to hear her sweet bold voice. Derrick knows how to screw me up at times.

I had a really tough day with my car after he drove to some drainage on the road on his way back. I knew it was a wrong idea to give him my car yesterday but he never begs anyway. I'd left my driving license at home last holiday and that was another foolish mistake I made. The police couldn't let me get my cute baby after getting it isolated on the road side with one light broken.

Spending the whole day fighting for my car was more important than going to a school I couldn't even concentrate in class. Luckily, I managed to get my car back and immediately took it to the garage for some service. It was already four when I left the garage and I couldn't go to school either.

Since I really wanted to see Amanda, I decided to buy some food stuffs and take to her as an excuse. Just to see her eyes glazing on me as if she wanted to know what was in my mind. Her cute hair which was always neat and her messy eye brows that I awkwardly find them attractive. My bad I had some attitude before and that screwed me up big time! I never meant what I said though. I expected her to embrace it as a joke but it seems little things really matter to her. Her brows are messy and cute, and that's it!

Reaching her door she seemed not to be around. Damn is she not done with her classes yet? Shit!

I looked at myself from my toes and even felt embarrassed. What the fuck was I thinking!

Why am I here at her door when we are not even making up! Aarrgh!

I walked out quickly just incase anyone could find me there confused asf. I stopped on the stairs and had a rough thought. Where would I be going with all these food anyway. I went back on the doorstep and decided to hang it on the window side. I hope she knows that it's hers. I wish I had her number. All this could be easier.

I decided to leave a goodnight note since I couldn't manage telling her face to face. As I was leaving, a good idea ran to my mind. I wrote another note with my name and number, just incase she thinks of saying thanks which I had no hope on, but trying doesn't hurt so....

I rubbed my hands anxiously and left for my car. I saw her from a distance getting off the taxi and I froze. Her beauty disturbed me real bad. I wished we could be together already so that I could carry her with my car and keep staring at her whatever time I'd want. I slid and took off my car keys to leave. I'm hoping she'd get my message and enjoy her supper.

It was so hard to focus on me lately. I had messy fantasies which included Amanda. Her smile and her tough glare was all I yearned for this time. I kept checking my phone to see if she'd texted. I really needed her to talk to me. Something told me that she started feeling what I'm feeling and I wouldn't understand why we're still holding up. I wanted her so bad. So bad that I even forgot the pride I used to have before. She was a whole vybe and I can't wait killing it with her. She's what I'm missing and that's for sure.

My phone buzzed and my heart stopped for a minute. Could it be her?? I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I hoped it was her. Even a thankyou could make. That's all I'd need for today. Atleast from her. I placed my fingerprint and saw a message notification from a new number. Well could it be her? I smiled and my eyes felt wet. Was I getting emotional now? Really!

+254 765 678 321: Ghdky

My faced curved a little. What could this be....was this really my message. And ofcourse this could not be Amanda. I mean why would she text something we both don't understand. I gave it a minute to see if I'd ever seen such a number before. Ofcourse I had not. I shook my head just to look at it the second time and hope I haven't seen my own things.

Gi 😎: What's this?

I texted back and chilled for a reply. Maybe it might be something important who knows! Shit! I slapped my forehead and cursed myself for being so obsessed with Amanda that all the news numbers strike my conscience. I even had forgotten to have my supper and wasn't up to that anyway. All I wanted was Amanda's message or maybe a call!

Gi 😎: Hey who's this?

After some minutes I decided to text when I noticed to text back when there was no reply.

+254 765 678 321: Bitch leave me alone I'm sleeping and I don't want your skinny ass to disturb me. 😠😠😠😠 get your shit off my DM and go to your mans damn!!

Jeez who hurt this one! I shrug after reading the long crazy text..am I the one being told to go to my mans! Woowzz.

Gi 😎: Wdym?

There was something I didn't get right and I really needed to. This can't be my text. Not even a single of it! Is this how fantasy days end? Not even a single good luck or wish! Damn!

I picked a bottle of water from the fridge and bubbled it all at once. If only Amanda could be here! I bet this night is going to be the longest. Waiting for something that I can't get! Oh my. I checked my phone to see if the crazy human had replied. Atleast the crazy ass helped me pass some time.

Gi 😎: okay. I ain't texting you again. Goodnight.

I texted back and switched on my screen for FIFA. I selected my team well but I kept losing. Focus was not my comrade this night and there's nothing I would do about it.

I went to my bed and covered my head with my pillow. Each time I'd think about Amanda, every bit of my under skin creeped. I can't even remember the last time I felt this. Even my last girlfriend couldn't make me this hard. I used to think I'm the problem but this now adds up. It only belonged to one girl who I'm seeing even though she doesn't see me.

I forced myself to sleep holding Amanda's thoughts close to my heart.

One day you gonna be mine Amanda, I promise.

A/N:
Hey cuties😎😍I just thought I'd do Gillard's POV. Next chapter is his too😚Guys I hope it ain't so messy!
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