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Dul gave a slight yawn, he felt warm and safe. He stared at the ceiling trying to remember why it looked familiar, he blinked a few times to get his eyes to focus but they wouldn't. He slowly sat up despite the heaviness that lingered on his stomach. "Ah.. I didn't bring them." He thought as he gently touched his face, he took a deep breath as he glanced to the bed. "Jisuk..." He muttered as he reached over to looked at the sleeping teen. "What's wrong?" He whispered as he leaned over to his face, he noticed the male had an annoyed but worried look. Slowly, smoke gently came out of Dul's mouth and slowly made its way into Jisuk's mouth. It didn't smell like before, it smelled more sweet and calming.

Soon the teen's expression became relaxed, once the male decided he used his ability enough to calm the male down, he quietly pulled away. "Could it be him you're worried about?" He said as he carefully played with the white hair, his eyes widened as he felt his hand being grabbed. "Don't leave..." Dul stared down at the teen and sighed. He had no choice but to sleep in.

TIMESKIP.

Dul yawned softly as he held Jieun in his arms, today was going to be okay, at least that's what the male was telling himself as he shook the drink before giving it to his daughter. He dreaded this, he knew how Jisuk acted and it annoyed him plus having Jiwoo there would only make it worse seeing as Jaehyuk decided to complain about the chairwoman's decision with Jiwoo. Sure, Dul, himself was annoyed but he knew better to take his anger out in such an explosive way.

He bit his bottom lip as he stared down the door, he felt sick. The moment he pushed the door open was the moment everyone would look at him.

It was sickening.

"Look! It's ---! Our savior!"
"Please save us!" "Take my life!"
"Bless me in my next life!" "---!"
"You're our hope!" "Prophet!"

"---... Please don't hate us."
"You'll be the first in 20 years."
"I'm sure you'll make us proud."
"Bring us to the light."

"Prophet, are you ready- you shouldn't cry. Our god wouldn't be satisfied with your tears... He needs your life. Bring us peace-"

Dul covered his mouth as he rushed off to the bathroom, he hurried to unlatch the baby from her baby holder. He carefully placed her on his back and began to vomit. 'those voices. They're back- fuck.' he thought bitterly as he vomited whatever left was in his stomach, the voice kept repeating. He shivered as he held himself. 'i didn't... Save them.' he gripped his hat as he tried to calm himself down but the thoughts were endless.

He was going back to his old self and it was disgusting to even think that he wanted to save those bastards. He breathe heavily as he could hear the crying of a scared Jieun fade away. He slowly began to panic as he tried to blink away the tiredness mixed with panic. His eyes widen as his vision suddenly came back, he turned to see Jieun. Her eyes glowing a bright pink.

He frowned as he saw her fall asleep, he gently took her off his back and cradled her. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." He whispered feeling pathetic as he even felt weak infront of someone that needed him to be strong. He placed a gentle yet loving kiss on her forehead as he walked over to the mirror and he glared at it as he saw, well, to himself, the cracks near his face.

He splashed cold water on his face as he started to slowly returning to a stable state. He glanced at the sleeping baby in his left hand, he felt sorry that he had worried his daughter enough to make her use her ability on him. Though, it was surprising, Jiyoung had told the male that it was pretty normal for babies to use their abilities since they had no control over them. It was relief to the male since he wasn't raised in the awakened world, which surprised alot of people but he could care less.

Now he was back at the door that he needed to go through, he blinked as he heard a familiar voice- voices. He shouldn't care about it, he was better now, he's better for Jieun and not a few seconds of staring wasn't going to make him go back into his shitty shell. He took a deep breath as he opened the door only to be greeted with a few gasps, each having different meanings, two were surprised, one was happy and the other was just simply confused while Inhyuk looked surprised that the male even decided to show up to the meeting.

"Dul, sir. You're entering the academy? Isn't it for students..." Jaehyuk asked cautiously but Boyoung also chimed in. "We aren't being disrespectful! We're just asking..." Her voice went silent as Dul put his finger to his lips to show that his daughter was sleeping. They both stood still, clearly afraid, which confused the father, he tilted his head as he stared at them as Inhyuk snatched the baby away from the father. Dul gave a father-like smile as he reached over to gently pet both of their heads.

"There's no need to be afraid."

The male said whispering so that his throat wouldn't hurt seeing as he had shouted a couple days ago. The two were shock. 'He spoke to us?!' Jaehyuk thought as he put his head down clearly questioning life. 'Oh! His voice- ikemen!' the female eyes glistened as she gave a cute smile to the male already feeling comfortable. Jisuk was pissed that Dul had spoken to the two, he reached over to grab the male's hands away and covered Dul's mouth while glaring at the two. "Stay away from Dul and you!" He turned his head to look at the other. "Why did you talk to them! Especially that guy! He broke into Jiwoo's house."

Dul just sighed as he leaned close to the male's face, his eyes slightly showing as he let out a puff of smoke into the teen's face. "Shut up." The male coughed as he pulled away, Jiwoo gave a small shout as he hurried to give the male a cup of water. Jaehyuk looked down annoyed that the seemingly weak unaffiliated even knew the faceless male but he also knew how angry the male would get at any disagreement with his suppose 'Mistress'.

Dul gently placed a hand over the male's shoulder after kicking Jisuk in the shins. Jaehyuk was a bit startled but looked at the male to gently took his hand and turned it over to write down what he was going to say. 'Don't be nervous. You'll do great.' Jaehyuk looked shocked as he gave a slow nod, he didn't expect the male to be like this, maybe the stories about him weren't so true.

'Please don't tell anyone I spoke, tell that to Boyoung too. Oddly, people would kill to find out anything about me.' He gave a sharp smile as he gave a few more pats on his shoulder. 'So I someone claims they heard my voice and tries to kill me... I will find either one of you and kill you for putting my daughter at risk.'

He gave a soft smile as he walked off and snatched Jieun back while giving a slight glare at the cat loving freak.

fun fact:
Jieun has an ability
to calm down people
but since she's still a baby
it tends to cause her to sleep
alot.

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