Narcoleptic | Rewriting

Serious

"I've decided. I'm going back home."

Inhyuk paused, his breathing completely stopped as his hug tightened. "Home? You're going back to Shinhwa?" He spoke a bit shaky, but he knew what he meant. He didn't like it one bit. The other shook his head.

"Are you crazy? Did you forget what they did to you? It's even a miracle you're talking, breathing and functioning without drugs." He spat out as his hands gripped his shoulders trying to understand, only to have his hands clamp over Dul's shoulders with anger.

The other winced a bit before opening his mouth, but shut it as he looked away. "What about Jieun? Are you taking her with you?" He asked completely confused as he was terrified if they were going to harm his little gremlin.

"Shut up!" Dul blinked away tears as he hurried to stand his ground.. "Don't ever use that shit against me!" He spat out as he hurried to walk away, he told him!

Never use that against him ever, he never needed to be reminded.

Inhyuk quickly realized what he did and gently grabbed his arm. "Don't go. Please don't go back. I don't want to see you like that again." He spoke quietly as quickly interlocked their hands. He could feel Dul's heartbeat.

'He's scared.' Inhyuk sighed as he brought his hand over to his lips. He gently placed a few kisses trying to calm the other down, it surprisedly worked as he felt the heartbeat slowing down.

"I'm just worried, Minki." He voiced out as Minki looked at him. "I know, Inhyuk, but it's my decision. You talking shit like that is pissing me off... And I need to go for something."

He spoked softly, guilt was on his face as he pulled his hand away from Inhyuk's hold. "I feel guilty... And Jieun should at least know who my parents are and look like. I have a child, and they've never once saw her-"

Inhyuk grit his teeth. "They don't deserve to know her! You raised her by yourself without their help! They wanted to kill you for being an awakened!"

"Th- that may be true but I can't live with the fact that they'll die without seeing Jieun." Inhyuk glared as he didn't understand but gave a deep breath. He gave up. He could see there was nothing left to be said.

"If you go back to her, don't you dare come back to me." Inhyuk spat out as he glared harshly at the younger male.

Minki's breath hitched. "I'm not." His hands shook at the thought, the thought of going back to her and losing Inhyuk. Inhyuk simply scoffed and walked away, he had enough.

'I know you'll go back to her... Don't even try to deny it.' He thought bitterly as his hands shook. Minki stood there as his hands covered his mouth. He felt like throwing up.

Minki leaned over and began to throw up, everything was starting to hurt again. Especially his stomach. He held his stomach as he heard footsteps but ignored it as he tried to calm himself.

"There you are." A tired yet lazy voice rang out. Minki looked over seeing his salmon ex. "Chul?" A soft smile appeared on the other's lips as he reached over running his fingers over the purple hair as he left the other throw up.

He missed his purple panda. "I was worried." He spoke calmly as he saw the tear tracks and his eyes bags weren't as bad as he last saw them but he could tell they were coming back.

"Shinhwa really likes to hurt their members." He spoke as he stared at the man he let go, he took a wet tissue as gently wiped his mouth. "Ujinnie. Can't you just come back with me? My group will make sure you're comfortable and we can take naps."

He gently rubbed his thumb against his lips. "We can go cuddle or just be there for eachother... But we don't have to. You don't have to."

'Right, I told him my name...'

"I can't. I have somewhere to go." He gave an apologetic smile, Chul raised a brow as he hummed. "Okay, be safe." He spoke as he left. A smile gracing Minki's lips. "Such a ice queen."

He noticed a bucket hat placed near the dumpster and a box of tissues. He placed the bucket hat back on his head and took the tissues, he calmed down but his heart still felt heavy.

'Chul...' his breath hitched at the old spark, that what he was. An old spark. Simple as that. They never been more, they were childish and immature, countless nights of both fun and danger. His hand trailed over his hips.

A simple yet meaningful date was tattooed on him. He bit his tongue as he let out a shuddering sigh. He shook his head. 'It's over and done with.' he thought as he headed over to his dorm room, he needed to pack up since Shinhwa basically kicked him out. He had no one to sponsor him so he was definitely going to be told to leave.

And he was right.

When he opened the door, the director was there holding Jieun who was smiling happily. The staff who were watching her had left. "Get away from her!" He shouted as he ran over trying to grab her but the old man simply took a step to the left.

"Now, Ujin. Why don't we calm down-" Ujin's eyes glared as his stood up and tried to grab his daughter again but his hand was hit away. "Could you stay calm-" the father growled as he went to tackle the man but only slammed into the wall.

"Papa!" Jieun gasped as Seongik placed her down, she ran up and held his face. "Papa! Are you okay!?" She whispered as she held his face. "I'm fine. Are you okay?" He hugged her close and check to see if something was broke or hurt.

"I did not harm the child. I simply came to see you." Seongik stated as he sat on the sofa with a smile. Ujin raised a brow as he saw at the sofa across with Jieun in his arms. "I'm packing to leave, Shinhwa no longer has ties with him and seeing how they were the ones sponsoring me to be here. I no longer have the right to be here."

Seongik chuckled as he clasped his hands together. "That is correct." He leaned forward a glint was in his eyes. "You should leave, Shinhwa has dropped you from their sponsorship. You have no right to be here." Dul swallowed his anger as he gave a silent sigh.

"I know. Now, would you leave so I can start packing." He spoke bitterly as the man stood up. "Very well. I'll have the staff go and bring you to the ferry." With that, he had left. "Papa, are we leaving?" The father paused as Jieun looked at him with confused eyes. "Yup."

He gently brush her hair out of her face. Her curly light brown hair, just like her mother's. He always loved braiding her hair and often played with it after church. Though, she would hit him when he used dried up flowers to decorate.

He gave a soft smile as he held her cheeks between his hands. Jieun looked worried as she pouted.

Her eyes, that was the only thing other than being an awakened she inherited from him. He leaned in and kissed her forehead. "You're gonna go met your grandparents."

Her eyes widened. Her tiny hands shook as she didn't know how to feel. She knew talking about her grandparents was a touchy topic but she was terrified. Even she, a child, heard the rumours about her father. She never believed them but she knew the cult wasn't a rumour.

After all, she saw the scars.

The pictures.

His nightmares.

Jieun Yoo wasn't going to let her father break again, she promised herself that when she saw how much her mother hurt him. Her father was many names, but she only knew him as the wonderful man that was known as Minki Yoo. And her father was also Dul. And the broken Ujin Ahn...

Though they all were call something different, she knew and loved him as her father. Which name he decided to go by, she didn't care. She just knew her father would care for and love her until he died.

Though, she wished he didn't cuss alot. Especially at her Uncle Inhyuk.