Narcoleptic | Rewriting

Rejected

Inhyuk sighed deeply as he stared a the sleeping male. "Don't wake up yet." He whispered as Minki slowly opened an eye. "Let's leave," He muttered as he let tears fall down his face. "I've done all I can..." He muttered as he brushed his fingertips against Inhyuk's hand. "They will never love me as Minki." He muttered as he slowly closed his eyes. "They just want Ujin..." Inhyuk frowned as he gently interlocked their hands.

"You'll... you'll let me love you, won't you?"

"..."

"Please..."

"I'm not... I'm not rejecting you," Minki sat up as he held the other's cheek. Inhyuk only frowned but leaned into the touch. "It feels like it, Dullie." He could only hold his breath. "I'm not, I promise." Inhyuk's sigh deepened. "Then, love me. Let me love you." He pleaded. "I know you love me." Minki couldn't deny it, after Kayden had left him, the man in front of him stepped up and became a guide... a brother... and then someone he couldn't stand because he couldn't bear the thought of loving another person that wasn't Eunbi. Sex was easy to do but to love again? That was asking too much at the time.

"I just... I want to know that I'm good enough for you," Inhyuk gently squeezed his hand. "You are." Minki only shook his head. "I want to love you for you..." His hands shook. "I don't want to mistake your love for her's." He muttered. "Her love was something only I know, It's ingrained."

"I'm not good enough now to tell the difference on that."

"I wanna experience your love like yours."

"I want to... I want to have you as you."

"I don't want the thought of her to ruin it all."

Inhyuk couldn't help it, he felt annoyed. "You're making excuses." He frowned. "If you don't love me, then just say that. Don't lead me on." He begged as looked at Minki... "You think that?" Inhyuk looked away... guilt eating at him as he heard the next sentence. "You can think that, but I know for a fucking fact I love you, you freak if that's what you're thinking that then maybe..."

"Maybe we won't work out."