Narcoleptic | Rewriting

Jieun

Jieun knew about her father's past from a young age, while her ability was similar to her father's she would often accidentally sneak into people's minds with her smoke. She remembered the first time her smoke went to her father's mind, he was having a break down as he couldn't calm the infant that was Jieun. Jieun was just a baby so she was terrified at her abilities suddenly awakening.

Her smoke infected her father in having that break down. She'll forever feel guilty for putting her father through such a thing. She remembered seeing her father crashing to the floor when she went into his memories. She cried her heart out after seeing what that place did to her father.

Especially, her mother.

She saw it all. How her mother got him to have a child, how she threatened to kill her, how she beat her father and constantly berated him then once she snapped out of it she would say.

"I only did that because I love you."
"You were wrong, you know why you're wrong."
"If you loved me you shouldn't have done that."
"I'm doing this because I love you."

In that sick tone. Hearing that her father was going back here made her worried.

She preferred if her father stayed away, but she had no power. Her father was her father and he runs the house. She puffed her face as she glared at her uncle who was trying to get her attention. "I don't like you." She grumbled as her father left her with him. Jaesung frowned at the fact.

"Why not? I'm your uncle." He spoke in a soft yet sadden tone. Her face turned angered. He had the audacity to even ask that, her small hands hit the table they were at. "You let papa get hurt!" She looked close to tears. "I have powers too, you know... I can see memories..." Her tears rolled down her face. "I saw... I saw what you all did and what you didn't do... You left him! He was in pain and you left him."

Her small body shook in rage. "I saw that man violate my papa and none of you did nothing!" Her face screamed anger. "Papa will forgive you but I won't ever forgive you for what you all did!" She slammed her hands again. "Especially that lady! She isn't my mom! I prefer Inhyuk! Papa should just stay with Inhyuk!" She screamed her hot tears trying to stay put as she gave a firm look.

The child wanted to be strong.

"Inhyuk can treat papa right! Inhyuk will never hurt Papa! Inhyuk only has eyes for my papa!" She cried as her shook her head. "I hate her! I hate her!" She screamed. "Because of her... Papa thinks he can't love... He think... He deserves to be love- to be in love! Why can't you just leave us alone!" She got out of her chair and ran off.

Jaesung stared in shock. His hand laid flat on the table as he pointed his gaze at his hands.

"Jaesung... This cliff." Ujin mumbled as he inched his way to the edge. "U-Ujin... Please, don't." Jaesung tearful reached out trying to grab his sleeve but he was too afraid. "Jaesung, I'm so tired of it." His stained lips moved as his outfit was dirtied. The hickies on his neck showed eagerly to everyone reminding him who he truly belonged to.

"I'm tired of... Being raped, drugged, hurt, and this damn place!" He turned to face Jaesung who quickly looked away. Guilt gnawing at him everytime he saw his broken brother's face. "You can't even look at me! Everyone says I'm pure! I'm not! You know this! I'm tainted!" He screamed as he began to scratch harshly at his neck the marks only worsened. "I'm disgusting! I'm dirty! I'm impure! I'm-"

"Stop!" Jaesung shouted as he pulled the boy into a tight hug. "Stop, please. You're none of those things! Don't think that way please... Don't hurt yourself with such thoughts." He whispered as he heard the aching sobs of his younger brother. "If you ever get the chance to leave, Ujin. I want you to take it. Okay, don't worry about us." He spoke as the two fell to the floor crying their hearts out.