In Denial

Chapter 16

We haven't talked in weeks it is getting ridiculous! He hasn't even tried to apolise.

Like I have comtemplated saying sorry but then again why should I I was him that treated me like that.

I just can't bare it anymore! Ineed to go and talk to him because I really want us to be friends again on time for Christmas.

I walk into school determined to find Jason. But I can't.

I look everywhere and then he comes in through the front door of the scholl with another girl draped round his arm.

I can't pretend like that one didn't hurt. It did. It hurt a lot.

He looked me in the eyes and all I saw was regret and anger. Why is he angry!

I marched up to him anyway.

“Jay can I speak to you?”i ASKED.

“OK.”He said unsure.

His whore didn't seem to like this because she tightened her grip on him.

“Alone please.”I directed at her.

“No way, anything you have to say to Jason you can say with me here after all I am his girlfriend.” she said snidely.

I looked at Jason to see if there was any hint she was lying. He just wouldn't meet my gaze.

“Well OK then I was just going to ask how his mother was.”I lied.

“She is fine.”Bitch face answered. I can't remember her name. She's his ex anyway that's all I know.

“I wasn't asking you.”I snapped.

“Well I was at their house this morning so I think I should know.”She argued.

“Right OK then tell her I will pop around tonight and see her.”I said walking away with a traitorous tear slipping down my face.

I walked to the bathroom and Mel ran in after me.

“Ally, are you OK?”She asked with concern.

“How could he do this to me?” I said my tears were getting uncontrolable now.

“Ally, I don't really know but believe me we are all on his case about it. None of us like it one bit not even Danny.” she said.

“Isn't she like his ex girlfriend or something?” I asked.

“Yeah him and Natasha used to date.”she said. Oh yeah That is her name Natasha. It has a bitter sound to it.

“Yeah she was all over him at the party.”I said.

“I never liked her and niether does any of thye pack but her dad and brother are good fighters and we can't lose them.” She said.

“No, I understand, I just don't get why he is doing this to me.”I said another tear strolling down my face.

“Don't take this the wrong way or anything but I think that he was tired of waiting and he was really hurt that night you had the argument.”She said.

“Really? It should be me that was hurt after what he said. And now this. He has made it a lot worse. I may as well just reject him so that he can be with his whore!” I screeched.

“No please don't do that you will break his heart.” She pleaded.

“He is breaking mine being with her. I am not just going to sit back and take it. I can't watch them two kissing and pretend like it doesn't hurt because it does.”