I'm all I've got

Too late

*Not edited excuse my mistakes*

Rolling out of bed as the sun shined through the glass all around my room I lazily dragged myself down the stairs towards the kitchen where you can hear the commotion of pots and pans knocking against each other and hushed whispers

"Yo what the fuck happened last night?" I ask holding my head

As I said that they put the pots down and stopped whispering as if they had been caught doing something they weren't supposed to be doing

"Um....yourexboyfriendshowedupthenyoufainted" Angel rushed out only to have Maya slapped her on her mouth

"Y'all weird as fuck"

"Anyways I had the weirdest dream last night," I said

"About what," Angel asked still looking over my shoulder 

Nothing much, just about ....you know who but I dreamed that he showed up last night, it felt so real ....but then again I was drunk"I rambled brushing it off

As I stopped talking I looked up at them to see them staring right past me as if they were looking at someone

"Are y'all even listening to me?"

"Damn you can't even say my name no more " I heard a deep voice mumbled behind me sending chills down my spine

Stand still and startled I squinted at the girls in front of me was standing there looking as if they'd been caught in the middle of a lie
Slowly turning around with my hand on my aching head only to see the one person who could've made it worse than it was.

Shocked and utterly confused, the only thing I could do was stare, I could feel my heartbeat going from relaxed to simply erratic, my hands h started to get clammy. It had become so silent that I could hear the sound of my eyes as I blinked. 'What the fuck is he here for', 'why is he here', 'did someone die' was all that I could ask myself. We continued unconsciously staring at each other until I was broken away from my daze by my two best friends trying to sneak out.

"Where y'all think you going?" I asked pointing at them making them stop walking

"You just kinda looked busy sooo" Maya dragged out while pointing for the door

"Ok go, I am deal with y'all layer" I waved the off "love y'all"

"Love you," they said concurrently

Locking the door I turned around walking past him heading straight to the kitchen opening the fridge for a bottle of water. Drinking the water I heard him walked into the kitchen but decided not to lookup

"So you gonna just ignore me?" he asked walking around the kitchen counter to stand in front of me

Removing the water bottle from my lips I stared up at him for the first time realizing just how different he looks, tattoos all on his arms, a couple on his face with his hair looking like it had just been freshly braided

" No, in fact," I slammed the bottle on the counter " I was about to ask you to get out"

Raising his eyebrows he crossed his arms across his chest he stared straight back into my eyes challenging me

"Look I'm not about to play any games with you, my head's killing me and I'd like for you to leave"

" Ight but I need to talk to you" he stated

"About what?"

"I-"

"Matter a fact how the fuck did you know where I lived and how did you get up here?" I asked realizing that he is standing in my house

"I paid some people" is all he said shrugging

"You deadass right now," I said clapping my hands together

Silence took over the kitchen as both of us stood thinking about the situation that we're currently in

*knock, knock*

Driving me out of my thoughts I walked out the kitchen to open the door after seeing it was Ava

"Hi Good morning," she said hugging me

"Good morning" I replied kissing her on her forehead as I closed the door " Why are you back so early"

"I missed you" she cheesed

"Can't live without me can you?" I giggled

"Nope"

Turning around we saw Zyaire standing in the middle of the living room starting at Ava adoringly

"Who this?" asked ava

"That's Zyaire"

She looked at me seemingly confused

"From miss Simmons" I further explained

She turned her eyes back on him and started as if she was analyzing him until she said " oh, ok" leaving me shocked at her response remembering how much she used to adore him

"I'm gonna go to sleep," she said running upstairs

I looked at Zyaire looking at me with curiosity all over his face.

"What?" I asked walking past him into the kitchen

"Nothing," he said following me into the kitchen

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It's currently noon as I sat on the couch with Zyaire across from me, Us staring at each other with two completely different emotions in our eyes, his filled with wonder and interest while mine were filled with disinterest and hate. All because he wouldn't leave my house until I talked to him

"She grew up beautiful" he uttered talking about Ava

"Yeah"

"I'm sorry-"

"What are you here for" I interrupted

"I wanted to see you and talk to you" he sighed

As he said that I busted out laughing until I felt tears stinging in the back of my eyes trying to come out

"Talk to me?" I asked seriously pointing to myself " I don't know where you've been but we haven't spoken to each other in 7 years, in the normal world people doesn't just pop up wanting to talk" I shouted

"I missed you," he said desperately

"You gotta be fucking kidding me" I whispered tilting my head back trying to keep the tears back

"Just get the fuck out " I yelled walking over to the door yanking it open

"Lex" he whispered pleadingly calling me by the nickname he gave me

"It's Alexandra," I said softly as tears rolled down my cheek

"Please leave"

He looked at me hesitantly as he walked through the door. As he left I closed it walking over to the sofa lettering my tears feeling rolled down my cheek as sobs wracked my body. Feeling arms around my body I press my head in Ava's chest as she rubbed my hair and comforted me

"I'm sorry mama" she whispered in my ear

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