My Biggest Mistake

Chapter 29 of frvr

He's there! Looking at us with a Poker face. Umiwas nalang ako ng tingin sa kanya, dahil narin siguro sa hindi ko siya kayang tignan sa mata niya.

Kumalas na ako sa pagkakayakap ni klinton na ngayon ay kitang-kita ang kasiyahan sa mata. Ngumiti ako dito ng pilit. I tried to hide it and I wish I did it.

Ipinagpatuloy parin ni marco ang paglalakad na kunwari ba'y wala siyang nakita.

"Bro! Kami na finally!" I was shocked on what just Klinton said. Really? Does he really have to say that to Marco?

Marco smiled at him, and I can sense the bitterness on that smile. Why Marco?

"Good for you bro!" he said simply. then made his wait out of the scene. He's avoiding me. he didn't even looked at me.

"Syanga pala bro thank you for making her mom happy. I mean should be that man but because of my idiocy hindi tuloy ako. but I know naman na what you had with her was just a play. you know." Oh my. What the heck did he just say? Napatingin ako kay Marco na napatigil sa paglalakad nito. Lumingon ito at kita ko kung gaano ang pagpipigil nito sa inis na nararamdaman niya.

Marco's jaw clenched and I know that's a sign of Irritation. But in my surprise, he suddenly smiled. Marco really has a great talent.

Hiding his feelings.

"Wanna go out on a date with me Girlfriend?" Klinton said.

"I-i uh, I think I have to go home pa. Im not feeling well eh." I reason out because Klinton's asking me out on a date infront of Marco, and that is so stupid.

"Want me to bring you to the hospital?" Alalang-alala ang mukha niyo habang sinasabi ito sa akin.

"No! I just need to rest." I answered.

"Fine then. Ihahatid kita." he said then he hold my wrist. Bago kami umalis I looked at Marco for the last time, and Disappointment is in his face.

I am now lying in my bed with my phone on the right side of my pillow. I can still remember what mom said to me earlier.

"What's the meaning of this?" Mom
Asked. She is looking at intently. I know mom, this so sudden.

"Why is he here? I thought you're mad at him because of what he did?" She said hysterically.

"Yes you're right." I simply said.

"Then why are you together? And you two are holding each other's hands pa!" Okay, she's kinda OA. but ofcourse I understand her. She saw me in worst time, She saw how devastated I am because of what klinton did to me.

"Were together again." I said. Her mouth parted on what I just said. Great, she's going to nag at me na.

I saw how she calm herself. I know my mom very much, before she talk's she always think of a right word to say, maybe she's a nagger mom, but she's not impulsive.

"You know that I love you so much right?" She asked. I nodded. "And you love me too right?" Is she really asking me that?

"OFCOURSE MOM!" I said.

"Then why are you doing this to yourself? I love you so much, that it's like killing me whenever I see you being wasted. That man let me see you at your worst! And its not impossible for him to do that again!" She said. I understand her. She was there when I was so devastated because of what happend between Klinton and I.

"Don't worry mom. I know what I am doing." I said with assurance. At first she didn't look convinced but she still nodded at me.

Now that Im thinking about our conversation earlier, Im already questioning myself.

Is this really what I want? Hindi ko ba sinasaktan si Klinton? Masaya ba ako?

But I shouldn't regret this, and I wont let myself regret this.

That night Im having a hard time to sleep. I dont know why but I just cant. as far as I remember it was already 12:15 in the midnight when I felt like my eyes are going to close.

That's why here I am looking like an apocalypse with this so big Eyebags. Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko ngayong araw na ito. Well except from studying because next week is already our midterm examination, I dont Think I can still manage to entertain my issue's in life. At this rate I should focus in my studies, ONLY.

Naalala ko pala na kaycee doesnt have a knowledge about what happend yesterday. I think I should tell her already so that she wont freak out if she'll knew it from the others.

I get my phone from my pocket and planning to call her when I suddenly feel someone's presence behind me.

"You didn't tell me." Oh ow. She's here. Nakakainis naman sasabihin ko na eh.

"Kung hindi pa sinabi sa akin ni Marco hindi ko malalaman." What the? Siya ang nagsabi?

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