Need You To Need Me | Jenlisa

XX.

Three gin tonics and two vodka lemons each later, Jisoo and Lisa were carelessly dancing in Jennie's living room. They didn't care that there was almost no space to stand, let alone dance, they had all the space they needed.

If people had been sober, they would have looked at them weirdly, but considering everyone's drunken state, they had only been cheered on.

After a while, Lisa spotted a familiar set of eyes next to the entrance door.

Soojin.

The girl looked frightened to say the least. Given her shyness, parties like these probably weren't her scenery.

Lisa shouted in Jisoo's ear she would be going to say hi to a friend. Jisoo simply nodded and told her to go on.

Lisa thanked God for her slim and tall figure, ether else she wouldn't have been able to make her way so rapidly through such a crowd.

Soojin was looking around her, probably looking for some familiar faces. She failed to notice the one that was making her way from her side and startled her deeply.

"You made it!" Lisa shouted and hugged the girl.

Surprisingly, Soojin returned her hug, seeming relieved to have found Lisa.

"I did" Soojin laughed at Lisa's already quite obvious drunken state.

"Well, then we should drink to celebrate!" Lisa shouted once again before taking the younger girl's hand and dragging her to the kitchen.

"Stay close to me. I don't wanna lose you in the crowd" Lisa had said before starting to push away people that were on her way. And Soojin did while intertwining her fingers with Lisa's.

Once they reached the kitchen, Lisa started fixing Soojin and her a drink. Hers had been a  lot stronger than the girl's but she had had her own reasons.

First of all, she wasn't sure how much her new friend handled alcohol and even so, she wouldn't force a girl to get drunk. Especially not, knowing that there was someone at that party who had her eyes set on her. Lastly, Lisa was drinking to forget any thoughts that was threatening to ruin her night. Jennie being the top one.

She didn't care if the girl wouldn't talk to her. She didn't need her to have fun.

She didn't need her in general.

After handing the drink to Soojin, Lisa felt surprised at how the girl didn't hesitate for one second before bringing the cup to her mouth.

"You're not gonna ask me what's in it?" Lisa said while smiling.

"I already know what's in it: Alcohol" Soojin replied before taking another sip of her drink. A long one.

"I could have drugged you and you still would have drunk it" Lisa joked. The alcohol in her system was already making her say stupid things.

"I trust you" Soojin said while staring deep into Lisa's eyes.

"You barely know me" Lisa tried not being too affected by the pair of cat eyes that was staring into her. But truth was, she was.

"I just do"

"You trust me enough to dance with me then?"

"Only if you can keep up with me" Soojin replied while throwing a wink in Lisa's direction.

What was all this new found confidence? How could she be the same shy girl who reads quietly in the library and tutors in her free time?
But the most important question was, why did Lisa found both her alter egos so attractive?