Need You To Need Me | Jenlisa

XLII.

Ruffled bedsheets. A white lamp. Blonde hair. A perfectly shaved leg wrapped around her waist. Jisoo's envisioned the scene in blocks, allowing her confused brain to gather as much information as possible in the least time. 

But, no matter how much she racked her brains, she could not remember a single thing from the party. Alcohol, lots and lots of alcohol, that's what she remembered clearly.

Still, that did not explain why Chaeyoung's head was buried in the crook of her neck or how the two of them were wearing little to no clothes. With her mind jumping from place to place, she seemed to have come to one unfortunate, inevitable, conclusion.

That was definitely not how Jisoo thought the night would turn out.

Turning to face the blonde, she put one hand on her shoulder and shook her lightly. When the other only grunted in response, her body farther clinging into Jisoo, she had no choice but call her name repeatedly.

Bringing one hand to cover her eyes, Chaeyoung muttered incoherent words to which the brunette could only smile at. With her face all scrunched up in a sneer and rubbing her eyes, Jisoo thought she resembled a baby who had just woken up from a nap.

When the both of them were finally conscious, they laid beside each other and stared at the white ceiling of Jisoo's room. The silence was thick with last night's possible mistake.

Jisoo was the first one to speak.

"Chaeng, did we...?"

"What?" The blonde said, confusion plastered across her face before realization took over "Oh my God, no we did not!"

"Would it be that horrible if we did?" Jisoo joked, trying to cover how Chaeyoung's reaction had gotten her a tiny bit hurt with a chuckled laugh.

"No, that's not what I'm saying, Jisoo." She sighed heavily before running a hand through her messy hair. "But you have a girlfriend and, even if I'm not that sure anymore, I'm still in a relationship. Everything is just so complicated and I wouldn't want our-"

Seeing how the younger was rambling, Jisoo decided to put an end to her suffering and cut her off.

"Chaeng, I was just joking" her lips turned into a sad smile as she made eye contact with the girl next to her.

"I just... I wanna do this right" she said then and Jisoo could not help herself but reach over and plant a soft, quick, kiss on the younger's lips. When they parted, she registered with a pleased smile how the blonde's eyes were still closed.

"You are, you're doing this right"

Jennie's head ached, a sharp pain radiated from her right temple to the rest of her skull making it hard to even open her eyes. While she felt an unpleasant stiffness through out all her body, in the overall miserable state she felt she was, she could not say it was all because of the alcohol she drank the night before.

Lisa was indeed sleeping on top of her, her whole body weighting down on Jennie while obviously paying no mind, in her unconscious state, to the brunette's own comfort. Her head laid on Jennie's chest and half of it was covered by the thin blanket of Jennie's luxurious bed.

Suddenly, her body felt hot. Too hot for her to lay still under someone who already, under normal circumstances, had an unusual high body temperature. While she racked her brain on what to do, Lisa suddenly shifted her weight, sinking herself even further onto the brunette who, at this point, found it hard to breathe. She could not say whether it was because the temperature in the room almost made her feel feverish or how waking up with Lisa on top of her felt way too real for an hangover morning.