Help Me, I'm Dying | BL [EDITING]

[EPILOGUE]

Steven's POV

a month after...

"It's been a long time, babe." inilagay ko ang dala kong bulaklak sa puntod. I kneeled down to remove those dried leaves to somehow clean it up.

I never thought to go here again. It still hurts to remember everything. I can't stop myself to remember those happy moments that we have.

Kung maibabalik ko lang sana ang panahon.

Why is it so very difficult to get over all of these pain? Why can't I move on? Why is it you left me alone without any proper goodbye? Why did you made me happy at the first place?

Hindi ko na mapigilang umiyak. "Why did you left me alone in the dark? I thought you'll never leave me? I thought you'll stay by my side whatever happens. It really hurts, you know?" then I felt someone's hugging me.

"Steven ko, tahan na." humarap ako sa kanya and hug him tight. He hugs me back. "Baby, it still hurts. They both say they'll never leave me— that they'll stay by my side!" his hands are rubbing my back in circles.

"Alam mo Steven ko, kung saan man ngayon ang mama at papa mo, masaya sila para sayo kasi lumaki 'kang ganito." I can't help but to smile. "You're perfect."

Pinunasan niya ang lahat ng mga luha ko and gave me a quick kiss in my lips. "Matagal ka ng hindi nakadalaw sa kanila kaya magkwento ka, okay? Para naman malaman nila kung ano ang nangyari sayo." inayos niya ang buhok ko and smiled sweetly on me.

Such a darling he is.

Muli akong humarap sa puntod 'nina mom and dad. I still can't believe that they are killed because of karma sa lahat ng masasamang ginagawa nila behind me. I'd never thought they could be like that. And somehow, they deserve it but it hurts for me as their child.

"Mom, dad. I'm bisexual. I'm sorry if I can't give you grandchildren but you guys told me to do kung ano ang nagpapasaya sa akin, right?" hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Jefferson and smiled at him. "And here I am, happy to have my beloved boyfriend in my life." then he blushed and looked away.

"He's the son of dad's greatest rival. He's Jefferson Han. I know that you'll never like him because he's a 'Han' but it's not his fault to be born on that family. Besides, he's an angel. He's too kind to deserve your hate—"

Natigilan ako ng makita kong lumuhod din si Jefferson. "Baby, what are you—" "Sorry po talaga sa kung napagsalitaan kayo ng anak ninyo dahil sa akin. 'Wag po kayo mag-alala, pagsasabihan ko siya." I smiled.

"At alam niyo po ba na nasa honorall na po si Steven?" I chuckled. Inakbayan ko siya at hinila papalapit sa akin. "Yeah and it's because of this cute, adorable, handsome and kind giant baby bunny."

Bigla naman 'tong napasimangot. "Mas matangkad ako sayo 'tas tinatawag mo akong 'cute'?" hindi ko na mapigilang humalakhak. "Oh yeah, I totally forgot you're two centimeter and a half taller than me babe."

"Masyadong maluwag ang mga damit ko sayo 'eh."

"It's because you wear oversize clothes and I don't."

We just stared to each other and enjoying the silence. Only the blowing wind, the dried leaves and the trees accompanying us.

Everything on him is so perfect! Those pointed eyes, his double eyelids, that high bridge bunny nose, his pouty lips, his perfectly-shaped jawline— a perfect definition of perfection. "You look so perfect, babe." he playfully smacked me in my arm and look away.

Too late babe, I know and I saw you're blushing hard.

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