Saving Michael Jackson

25th June 2009

Wanda leaves and Michael comes out of the office sniffing and then he looks down when he sees me. ,,She really left, didn't she?" He asks but i just nod at him, he is hurt because he loves Wanda, he always did the same way like he loves Janet. Wanda is his little sister, Wendy like he likes to call her. ,,It's alright... it's alright. She is a grown woman, she can take care of herself right?" He forces a smile and i nod at him.

After Wanda left, everyone went asleep because it's already 12 a.m except for Michael who is in the living room on the coach watching TV with me. ,,I should sleep, i have rehearsals tomorrow" he says concentrated on the Tv and his arms are wrapped around my shoulder. ,,Michael?" I say as i lay my head on his shoulder ,,Yeah" he says still with his eyes on the Tv

,,I really care about you. Very much" i say stroking his chest and he starts giggling ,,I care about you too, silly" he says ,,I mean, very. I have to tell you something and i don't know how because it's just so hard" i say and he immediately turns the volume down and looks at me ,,You're not leaving too, aren't you? Because i- i can't take it Cindy. It would be too much and i'm already..." he shakes his head ,,You're already what?" I ask ,,The rehearsals are stressing me out but i don't want to stop. I have to keep going for the fans and for my children but when this is all over, i want you to come with us" he smiles ,,Come with you? Where?" I ask and he starts giggling ,,Away, i want us to live happy together. With blanket,Paris and Prince" he says  ,,You know, they never saw me perform. I will take them to London with me to see me, i want you to come with me" he smiles and i look down sad ,,Yeah" i say.

Michael grabs my chin with his finger and looks me in the eyes ,,We were so silly, when we fell in love. Do you remember?" He says and i start tearing up ,,Come on, you know I'm sensitive don't tell me that" i touch my eyes

,,When we broke in Jermaine's house like two rubbers, two James bonds" he shows me his two fingers and then starts laughing ,,I was making that thing it made you go crazy, you called it the face. Remember?" He says ,,Yeah, you still do it now" i raise my brows and he starts laughing ,,Gee, i miss waking you up with classical music every morning. You were really good at dancing" he says and i look shocked at him ,,No way" i say ,,Yeah, you were" he puts his head against mine and we close our eyes as we both start remembering all of our memories together. Michael puts his head on my lap and looks at the TV While i stroke his face, i touch his cheeks with my finger and then his thin little nose, i touch his whole face and the only thing i can think of is: he is alive. When my hands are next to his nose i feel his breath on my skin and i close my eyes trying not to cry, i shouldn't get emotional because he is not dead and i know he won't be.

Make you feel my love by Sleeping at Last is playing

,,When the rain is blowing in your face..." i sing and Michael looks up at me and smiles because i know he likes it when i sing for him ,,And the whole world is on your case" i stroke his cheek ,,I could offer you a warm embrace" i smile as tears start filling up my eyes ,,To make you feel my love" as i blink a tear rolls down my cheek  and look at Michael who is looking down, thinking. ,,When the evening shadows and the stars appear" i stroke his hair  ,,And there is no one there to dry your tears" i grab his hand and put it on my cheek ,,I could hold you for a million years..." i close my eyes and sing the last lyric of the song ,,To make you feel my love..." i kiss his hand and he starts smiling ,,Bob Dylan" he says ,,Yeah" i say ,,Beautiful cover, i told ya you're voice is incredible. You should make something out of it" he says ,,I'm in my forty's already Mike" i giggle ,,It's never too late, your talent and blessing voice won't fade away." He says and then sits up ,,I have to go upstairs and sleep, you should go too. Alright?" He says and kisses me on the forehead ,,I'm sorry you can't sleep with me but i'm-" he stops and looks down ,,You will be able soon and i will tell you the reason too" he smiles ,,You aren't masturbating right?" I squirts my eyes on him and he gasps at me making me laugh ,,Don't become Wanda, only she tells me stuff like these" he laughs and then goes upstairs in his room.