//14 - "I'm sorry"//

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⚠️mentions of assault⚠️


Jin jumps into the shower and after changing into some comfortable clothes, he snuggles under his covers, bringing his blanket up under his chin, and gets on his phone to watch some YouTube videos. He doesn't have any homework to work on and besides, he needs a distraction from the fuckery that happened with his teacher.

He hopes that this was a one time thing and as long as he doesn't do anything 'bad', there shouldn't be any reason for him to stay behind anymore. He can always leave with Lisa and Jaehwan or be one of the first to dash out of the classroom. He just wants to avoid any problems at all costs.

When he arrived home and was greeted by Chan, he just couldn't tell him the truth whenever he mentioned it. He didn't want him to feel bad for the marks and he knows Chan would've insisted on going to the headmaster about his professor if he knew. He would've appreciated the concern but as mentioned before, he just doesn't want to deal with it all. He wants to try and forget and let it go.

After a few hours of videos, he ends up falling asleep, his phone dropping beside him as he fades into slumber.

Meanwhile, Jungkook is staring up at his ceiling, his arms cushioning his head, his mind in a pensive state. Everyone has their reasons for keeping secrets, but he wonders why Jin is making Chan believe he's his first. They seem like they're becoming very close, a little too close for his liking, hell, he's not even sure if they're actually together or not. Surely, Jin isn't the type to do things and not be in a relationship.

It's obvious that Chan likes his best friend and it amuses Jungkook knowing this because it seems like Jin has no idea about his feelings. Yes, they're probably very active but he doubts Jin likes him in that way, enough to get into a serious relationship with him and this satisfies his pettiness.

He doesn't know why but there's something about Chan that ticks him the hell off and it has absolutely nothing to do with Jin. It's like, he thinks he's better than him just because Jungkook is a classified fuckboy. Like he's scum on the bottom of his shoe just because he likes to have a good time with whoever he wants, no strings attached. His behavior isn't ideal, he has to admit, but he feels more comfortable living commitment-free. There's less hassle and complications this way.

He unlocks his phone to check the time and sighs deeply.

1:12 am.

He needs to get to sleep, he has an early class later today.


"You're so beautiful, god you make me want to do so many things to you," the man growls into his ear, licking the shell of his ear all whilst ignoring the muffled sobs of the younger boy.

"Quiet, sweetheart. I'll make you feel so good, I'll bring you so much pleasure. I'm a real man after all."

As he says that, without warning, he rips Jin's clothes off his body and violently flips him over onto his stomach, causing him to yelp. He then forces him onto his knees, his upper body still laying limp on the ground, his hands tied behind his back.

     "Please let me go," Jin pleads through tears and he hears the older man tsk from above him, followed by the unmistakable sound of a zipper coming undone.

     "I know you want it baby, you can't lie to me."

     At the same moment he roughly pulls his body up by his arms, he—


Jin fights off two arms trying to grab him, kicking and screaming until a familiar voice calls out his name.

"Seokjin!"

Jin opens his eyes and frantically looks at his surroundings, panting. He's back in his room.

He glances up to his right and sees Jungkook kneeling on his side of the bed, sort of looming over his body with a worried expression on his face.

Jungkook was startled awake by his roommate, hearing him scream out 'stop' at the top of his lungs and this made him stumble out of bed and down the hall to his room. He has no idea what Jin was dreaming about, but his red and blotchy face, streaks of fat tears down his cheeks, makes it very clear that it was one hell of a nightmare.

Jin's bottom lip starts to tremble and he begins to mumble incoherently, his chest hurting as his heart is still beating a mile a minute and he can't seem to bring himself to calm down. The images are obviously still fresh in his mind, he can see it very clear and for some reason, he can still feel his slimy hands all over his body.

Cautiously, Jungkook tries to talk to him.

"Seokjin, are you ok? What's wrong?"

"I—he—I didn't want it," Jin whispers and he starts to cry again, prompting Jungkook to bring him into his arms, not bearing to see Jin cry like this. He doesn't ask anymore questions after that as he doesn't want to force Jin to talk about what just happened. At least, he won't ask until later when he's finally calmed down.

Somehow through Jin's sobbing, he hears a loud knock on their door and he was honestly already expecting it. Jin practically screamed bloody murder.

"Hey, I'll be right back. Someone is knocking," he says softly and as he goes to get up off the bed, he feels Jin's hands clutch onto him tightly.

"Please don't go."

Jungkook gently pulls away and cups his face, staring into his swollen, glassy eyes.

"I promise I'll come back straight after, I won't leave you like this, ok?"

Reluctantly, Jin lets him go and he pulls his legs up to his chest, burying his face into his knees. Jungkook quickly walks downstairs and opens the door to see his ex-neighbor on the other side.

     "Hey, is everything ok?" San asks, clearly worried and Jungkook rubs his face as he nods.

     "Yea, just a really bad nightmare. We're fine now though," he lies about the last part since he has a feeling San probably thinks he's done something to his roommate. His face makes that assumption a bit obvious.

     "You sure?"

     "Yes I'm sure. Look, it's really late man and everything is all good. Have a good night," Jungkook says and without waiting for a response, he shuts the door and jogs back upstairs. Jin is honestly more important than talking to San right now.

     He walks back in and he sits next to Jin, who immediately throws himself into Jungkook's embrace, burrowing his face against his naked chest.

     "I'm sorry," he hears Jin whisper and Jungkook rubs his back, hugging him tighter against his body.

     "Don't be. I'm here."


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I'm sorry it's short and all jumbled up

>>Zesty Sauce

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