you're all i want || jinkook ✔️

//9 - "Can we do it tonight?"//

     Jin bites down on his nail as he thinks back to what Chan said two nights ago. He's tried to focus on homework and other things that need his attention, but his mind still wanders off. He's been on his class discussion for about an hour now and he's only written one sentence.

     Chan had told him that he didn't think it would be such a good thing since they're friends and he doesn't want to ruin their friendship because of it. Jin's confused though since he thought it would be a great idea because they're friends. He trusts Chan wholeheartedly and it kinda hurt when he disagreed.

However, he doesn't know how much it physically hurt Chan to say no, he almost wanted to take him right then and there after he asked. But he doesn't want to take advantage of his lack of knowledge. Despite receiving Jin's consent, he still doesn't know what he's really agreeing to or asking for.

His mind then wanders off to Jungkook. He seems to know a lot about sex and he's tempted to just ask him instead, maybe he'll do it. He's scared though because he doesn't know exactly how to ask. It was easy to ask Chan since they're already close, but with Jungkook, they're still practically strangers.

     It's a late Monday afternoon and he hasn't quite started some of his assignments. Luckily, they're not due until the end of the week, but he knows that if he doesn't focus now, he won't be able to later on.

     He groans in frustration. He's usually a good student and doesn't mind all the homework, but now he just wants to throw anything school-related out the window. He's confused and he hates it.

     Procrastination quickly hits and annoyed, he decides to just try and work on it tomorrow, putting his stuff away before heading downstairs for some food. He walks by the living room and sees Jungkook moving his fingers vigorously about the controller, too into the game to notice him slip by. Jin stops at the kitchen's doorway and before he chickens out, he turns back around and goes towards Jungkook.

     "Hey Jungkook?" He speaks softly, too quiet that Jungkook doesn't hear him at first. He raises his voice a bit more and when Jungkook dies in the game, he turns his head to look at him, a single eyebrow quirked in intrigue.

     "Yea?"

     Jin coughs, feeling super awkward and uncomfortable. "Um, I have a question to ask you. I guess, it's more of a favor really?"

     Jungkook keeps his game on pause and turns his body around to face him fully. "Ok?"

     "So, um, you know that thing you were doing a few nights ago?" Oh my god I'm so awkward.

     "What thing?" Jungkook genuinely doesn't know what he means and this sort of frustrates Jin as he doesn't want to say it out loud.

     "You know... when you brought that one person over..."

     Jungkook seems to finally understand what he's talking about and now he's really curious as to what Jin has to say about it. Jin has been ignoring him this whole time and now he's suddenly striking up a conversation with him and it's about that. It must be bothering him that much to cause him to come seek him out.

     "What about it? I already apologized for being loud."

     "I-I know and it's not that," he gulps harshly. "I was wondering if... if you could..."

     Jungkook thinks he knows where this is going and he really wants to hear Jin say those words but of course, Chan has to interrupt them. He's not fond of this guy and it's mostly because he's taking Jin's attention and keeping it to himself. He wants Jin to come to him casually and not treat him like he's invisible most of the time. He wants to be more to Jin, but he's not ready to talk about that.

"Hi Channie."

"Hey Jin. So I can't help but keep thinking about what you said the other night."

"Oh?"

He hears him sigh on the line. "If you really want to do this, I'll do it with you. But the moment you feel uncomfortable, we're stopping."

For some reason, this makes Jin really happy. He's been curious as to what all the hype is about and now that he's finally going to find out, he's actually excited.

"Really? Can we do it tonight?"

Jungkook glares at him and scoffs before going back to his game, killing everyone he's playing with online in sight. He gets more and more irritated as Jin's conversation goes on.

"Tonight? Are you sure you want to do it this soon?"

"Well why not? You can spend the night too so you don't have to drive back so late," Jin says as he leaves to go to the kitchen, forgetting that he was even talking to Jungkook in the first place.

"It's Monday and don't you have classes tomorrow? I think it's better if we leave this for the weekend."

"Why?" He whines with a pout.

Chan sucks in a sharp breath. "Because your body is going to be too tired to do anything. Just trust me on this Jinnie, the weekend is a better time to do this, ok?"

"Ok," Jin mumbles. "I'll see you on Friday then."

"Alright. See ya Jinnie."

"Bye Channie."

He walks back out to the living room after getting some food and he's stopped by Jungkook on the way to his room.

"What did you want to ask me?"

Jin turns around and smiles sheepishly at him. "It's ok, don't worry about it. Chan is going to help me instead."

And just like that, he leaves, happily skipping up the stairs and to his room, hoping that the rest of the week doesn't drag like usual. Jungkook squeezes his controller tightly and he ignores the people shooting at him. He quickly signs off and turns the tv off, leaving to go get drunk with some of his other acquaintances. He needs a distraction because if his gut was right and Jin was going to ask him about sex, knowing that he's going to Chan for it is making him want to do things he knows he shouldn't.

Why does Chan have to ruin things for him?