Chapter 34

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Who does he think he is to tell me what to do? He'll see what I do to him.


I go to the kitchen and only make myself breakfast but then I decide to make him some as well because he's just a dumb boy that doesn't know anything and i love him so I need to take care if him.

I take my plate and sit and eat, he comes in when I just put the first but of eggs into my mouth. I point to his food without saying a word.

I'm naturally a very moody person but he's only seen me when I'm happy so he doesn't know this. So when I'm on my period I'm extra moody and my mother makes sure that I have enough food to eat and the medicine I need to take for the period cramps.

He takes his good and sits opposite me, I don't take my eyes off of the plate in front of me.

"I'm sorry that I ordered you to tell me what happened. You just suddenly didn't want me to touch you and it confused and freaked me out." He says and now i feel bad. I look at him but I'm still angry.

"I'm sorry that I kissed you, I just forgot that you cant touch me today." I say and now he looks even more confused.
"Just let it go okay? I lost my appetite." I say and get up when one of the cramps hit me hard. I bend down and grab my stomach while groaning in pain.

"Annalise what's wrong?" Xavier asks as he rushes to my side.

"Help me to the couch." I say and he lofts me up and lays me down on the couch in the living room.
"Bring me all your pain meds." I say still clutching my stomach. I hate when this happens it feels like someone is swearing my uterus and pulling it at the same time.

Xavier runs and comes back after a minute or so with his hands full of boxes. I take then all and start reasing the backs of the boxes to see if any of them are suitable for period pains.

I finally find a box and open it, I take two tablets out.

"Water." I say and he quickly brings me a glass of water I down the pills and place one pillow under my head, one under my ass and one between my legs.

"Don't look at my vagina." I say and he turns around. I pull up the shirt and rub just above my panty still groaning in pain. After a minute or two the medicine start to work and I pull his/ now my shirt down.

"You can turn around." I say and he turns around and looks at me with so much concern in his eyes that my heart melts and I start crying.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Should I call a doctor?" He asks and I shake my head.

"No, I'm so sorry I've been such a bad fiancee, please don't leave me." I say through tears. He wipes them away

"I will never leave you, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and an even better fiancee." He says and I stop crying
"Is your stomach paining?" He asks

"No, I'm on my period, I always get these cramps." I say

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks

"I'm sorry, that's also the reason why I didn't let you touch me." I say

"It's fine, you know I actually don't care if you're on your period of not I still want to touch you." He says and I roll my eyes.

"No, just give it 3 or 4 days to go away then I'm all yours again." I say

"So long? Doesn't it last like 2 or 3 days?" He asks

"Every girls is different, I get mine for 3 to 4 days in the first week of every month, I'm extra moody so i apologize for anything I might say that will hurt you." I say and he nods

"Girls are just like abstract paintings, sometimes you may not understand it but that doesnt make it less beautiful." He says

"Why thank you baby. And I'm sorry that i was rude to you, I was just in a lot of pain." I say

"Stop apologizing, is there anything else you need? Like hot water bottle or a box of chocolates?" He asks

"No thank you, I don't like hot water bottles the pillows help." I say

"Okay, you scared the shit out of me." He says with a small laugh

"Sorry, I'm not going to church anymore but I need to take a shower." I say and stand up but the pain isn't fully gone.
Xavier picks me up bridal style and carries me like I weigh nothing. He puts me down on the bed in our room.

"Bath or shower?" He asks

"Shower." I say

"But you have trouble standing." He says

"Okay bath then." I say and he noda

He goes into the bathroom and runs a bath for me. My mother usually helps me when I feel like this, i usually didn't even go to school because of these cramps but ever since I got the right meds I can do anything.

"The baths ready." He says and I nod.

He pick a me up and puts me down next to the bath tub. This is seriously the biggest tub I have ever seen it takes up most of the bathroom. He walks to the door but i still need his help.

"Wait...umm can you help me get in the bath tub?" I ask and he gulps but nods.

I lift the shirt up and remember that I don't have a bra on and that my red panty is see through.

What am I afraid of? That he'll see my ass and breasts and I'll feel vulnerable, exposed and naked in front of him.

"You do love me right?" I ask

"More than you'll ever know." He says and that is all the reassurance that I need. I lift my shirt over my head and cover my breasts with my arms then I turn around.

Did you think i as going to let him see me almost completely naked? I'm not stupid, a hoe, or a bitch.

He's gonna need to wait till we're married.

He doesn't look at my breasts he rather looks into my eyes and I only see love in them.

He picks me up and puts me into the bath tub then he goes out closing the door behind him.

What a awkward bath tub experience.
I will never forget this day, periods I despise you.

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