I'm In Love

Chapter 11

There's a part in the movie where Harden starts kissing down Tessa's stomach and that part of me starts aching.

So I rub my thighs together and look away. Xavier hasn't said a word since the movie started and I'm starting to think that this wasn't such a good idea.

"What's wrong love?" He asks and his voice is a little huskier than usual.

"Nothing why?" I ask. He leans forward and pauses the movie right where he gets to her shorts.

"You look uncomfortable, is there anything I can do to help?" He asks and starts leaning down.

"No I'm fine, why did you pause the movie?" I ask and he picks up my laptop and puts it on my bedside table

"Why did you choose that movie if you know that it has sex scenes?" He asks

"I'm 20 years old I can watch whatever I want. Is there something wrong with that?" I ask and sit up and turn so that I'm facing him.

"No, why are you running your thighs together?" He asks.

He saw that?

"I was itching." I say and he starts leaning forward

"Where? Tell me where." He says and my heart rate picks up. I can smell his ninth breath on mine. Our faces are mere inches away.

"My knees." I say

"Don't lie to me, you make me want to do so many things to you." He says

"What things?" I ask

I'm not stupid okay, I know what he's talking about! Maybe

"I can show you." He says. "Let me show you." He says

"Xavier...mmmmm." He cuts me off by kissing me deeply.

His hands cup the side of my face and he pushes me down on the bed. He gets on Top of me without removing his lips from mine. He taste so good.

He licks my bottom lip and I part my lips for him. His tongue invades my mouth and tastes every inch of my mouth. I mean and run my hands through his hair.

"I want you so badly love but I'll wait." He says in between kisses and too soon his lips leave mine and travel down to my neck. He leaves a trail of open mouth kisses all along my neck.

"Mmmmn, Xavier don't give me a hickey." I say and he chuckles.

"I'll try." He says and continues his assault on my neck. One of his hands cups my breast and gives it a squeeze.

"Xavier." I say but it comes out as more of a moan.

"Yes love?" He says

"Please... Stop." I say and he stops immediately and just gives me a kiss on the lips. And gets off me with a satisfied smile.

"Thank you for stopping." I say and sit up with a smile on my face. My heart is still beating like a drum.

"That was enough for today. I don't want to push you." He says and stands up and starts walking.

"Where are you going?" I ask

"To the bathroom." He says and I go downstairs to prepare us something to eat.

I got off from work early today so now it's only 8:30pm.

I put my headsets in my ears and put
* A thousand years by Christina Perri on. I start singing to every word out loud.

I have a pretty voice but it isn't even close to great. I love singing, it helps me forget about certain things and reminds me of good things like what happened a few moments ago in my room.

That was amazing. But I want more, just not now. Its gonna be a challenge to keep my virginity with that man.

I decide to make pasta with a white sauce, some veggies and chicken. I make a salad on the side and bake some fish that I dipped in my grandma's secret batter.

As I take the fish out of the oven I turn around and see Xavier sitting in a chair looking at me. I take the headphones out of my ears and put my hands on my hips

"How long have you been sitting there?" I ask with a stern face.

"Does it matter? You have a beautiful voice." He says with a genuine smile

"Thank you. Go sit I'll bring the food." I say, he listens and walks to the dining table. I bring the foods and place them on the table then we start eating.

"Your cooking is amazing, would you think of becoming a chef?" He asks

"No, I love cooking but it isn't what I want to do for a living." I say and we finish our food.

When we're done I clear the table and just put all the plates in the sink.

I'll wash them tomorrow

"Are you tired?" I ask Xavier as I take a seat next to him on the couch in the living room.

"No are you?" He asks and I shake my head.

"Let's play a game." I say

"Never have I ever." He says

"I Don't really like drinking." I say

"We can still play it." He says with a smile.

"Okay you start." I say and smile as well

"Never have I ever kissed someone on a dare." He says and lifts his arm.

"Whenever it came to truth or dare I always go truth." I say honestly and he looks shocked.
"Never have I ever gotten a tattoo." I say and he lifts his arm again.

"Really? Where is it?" I ask

"You've really never seen it?" He asks and I shake my head. He starts unbuttoning his shirt.

"What are you doing?" I ask getting nervous.

"Here it is." He says and poibts to his shoulder.

It says 'my queen A.T.X forever' in a heart

"Is that about me?" I ask and my eyes start watering.

"You are my queen aren't you?" He asks

"If course I am." I say and wrap him up in a hug.

"I have something very important to tell you." Xavier says and pulls away to look me in the eyes.

"What is it?" I ask

"I like you a lot and after a few weeks I want you to go to Italy with me to meet my grandparents." He says

"I would love to meet them. You're serious about me aren't you?" I ask

"The most serious I've ever been about anything." He says and kisses me.

"Let's go watch a movie on my bed." I say and we go to my room.

This time we lay down and watch Twilight, I don't know when but I fall asleep during the movie

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