I'm In Love

Chapter 47

"A few years ago, I was around 15 years old they were fighting and i wanted to know what was going on so i went downstairs. I heard him say to my mother, 'If you just gave the man what he wanted then i was going to be filthy rich by now.'. I didn't undrrstand what he meant and my mother ran to her room in years, I asked her what was wrong and she told me that he had made her marry an old rich man when she just turned 18." He says and I feel a tear fall on my leg

"He tried to rape her but she always fought and after a few days she managed to run away, she had just become pregnant and when he found her he divorced her because she was pregnant. He basically sold her to a fuckig stranger for his own personal gain. Her mother died a few years ago but he's in an old age home somewhere in Italy. I feel nothing for that man anymore absolutely nothing." He says

"She had a miscarriage, the baby was my fathers, they got married a few years later and then us three came, you know they say that a man looks for a woman that reminds him of his mother and when you told me about what happened to you I knew that I have found a woman who I will be able to love. I only loves my family but I shut myself from the world and I became a workaholic but it all changed the say I saw you." He says and finally looks at me. His eyes are red from the crying and I feel his pain but I still find him so beautiful.

"Sing for me." He says

"What do you want me to sing?" I ask

"Love don't change by Jeremih." He says and i start singing it and as soon as that song is done I start singing Paint my love, when that song is done Xavier stands up and sits next to me.

"Thank you." I say

"What for?" He asks

"For trusting me enough to tell me about your past." I say

"I always trusted you, I have just been bottling it up for so long that I didn't know how to bring it out. Thank you for listening, your voice relaxes me. I love you." He says and kisses me on my forehead

"I love you too." I say and we just sit there looking at the pool. Xavier seeems lost in thought with his hand stroking my arm up and down.

"It's just a few days away Xavier, I'm so happy, I feel at peace with you, I feel safe and loved in your arms. I can't wait to be your wife and have your babies." I say and he chuckles

"You know I dreamt of you a few days ago, well I always dream of you but this time it was different, I could smell you and feel your skin under my hands. It felt like a vision but i don't get those, anyway you are standing in the kitchen making bacon and eggs in my whit shirt bare feet. I call your name and when you turn around you're pregnant and you say 'baby the baby will come soon' and I say 'its been one hell of a ride but we made it.' And then I kiss you and I put my hand on your stomach and I feel the baby kick and I put my head on yours and your hair smells just like me." He says with a chuckle

"Then I woke up with a boner." He says and I laugh

"Let's hope that it will come true, pregnancy probably doesn't suit me." I say

"You actually looked very cute." He says

"Do you have a yacht?" I ask

"No, do you want one?" He asks

"I was just asking, how will we get to the island?" I ask

"I have a luxury speedboat there will be enough space for our bags and your dress, do you have your dress yet?" He asks

"I just need to go get it tomorrow and make sure that everything is perfect, tomorrow is my bridal shower and I'm telling you i won't need to go buy underwear for an entire year." I say and he laughs

"The better for me, the guys wanted my bachelor party to be at a strip club but I think it will be better to just chill here." He says

"Do you want strippers?" I ask

"Is this a trick question?" He asks

"No, just be honest." I say

"I didn't go to strip clubs unless it involved someone that usually owed the gang money, I was what we call the trick man I was the brains and the torture, I used to find pleasure in it until I realised that I was becoming bloodhungry so I told Ace to take over the torturing for me and I just say with the shipments and money." He says.

"But I never really liked strip clubs, women throwing their assets in your face was cool and all but I always wanted more. Not just a random somebody that I don't know giving me a lap dance, if i wanted sex I would go to club or bar have 2 drinks and then go to the girls apartment with her, get what I wanted and leave once she passes out." He says

"So will you let me strip for you?" I ask

"Of course, will you?" He asks

"Never, or maybe I will, have you ever gotten a blow job? Of course you have." I say

"I actually haven't, I swear." He says

"Wow, so tomorrow night no strippers?" I ask

"No strippers." He says and gives me a kiss.

What if his friends or business partners decide to bring strippers or prostitutes? He won't cheat on me will he? Nope but what about the other women? Shame I feel their pain, I thank God for giving me Xavier.
I don't know what I'll do if he leaves me.

"I am so bloody emotional, I'm crying now for nothing at all, I should just get pregnant then I wont have this problem but no you want to keep your virginity for marriage. I hate feeling so sad or angry for nothing." I say talking to myself.

"Xavier if I told you now that we should have sex what woyld you say?" I ask and he seems caught off guard by the question but he quickly recovers.

"I'll tell you that you don't know what you're talking about and I'll probably give you a lot of chocolate and let you watch Twilight." He says and I put him in for a tight hug

"You know me so well." I say and kiss him.

We make out for a few minutes then his phone starts ringing.

"This better be important." He says in his no shit voice.

"I hired you for these situations and I better not get interrupted when I'm on my honeymoon." He says and hangs up.

"I better head home, I have something to do tomorrow." I say

"What are you doing?" He asks

"Emma, Bella and I are going to Victoria's secret to buy me underwear for our wedding day and a few other things." I say with a smirk.

"Just a few more days buddy." He says looking down.

"Who are you talking to?" I ask

"You know some guys name thier dicks I named mine too then it was just stupid." He says

"What was his name?" I ask

"Truth. Because the truth hurts, I was stupid." He says and I just out laughing.

I sober up and he takes me home.

Just a few more days

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