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Chae Hyungwon

{ Missing you }

Hyungwon and you broke up a month ago. In the first week, you thought that every second it was getting better, you thought that you could get over him. But here you are, crying once again looking at old pictures. The pain is constantly there, you are getting yourself sick for him. Your family tried to help you, but you are a lost cause. You miss him so much... it's crystal clear that you will never get over him.

"Why did he left?" "I wasn't that bad?"

The same question as usual filling your head. But these questions are better than his name constantly repeating itself in your head.

"Time is key" said your mom.

You don't think time will help at all. It's only time you are loosing with him. But he don't want you anymore... it's what he said. Just thinking about his words make the piece of your heart that are left, breaking even more.

- You: I need to do something else.

At the same exact moment you receive a phone call.

- You: Hello?
- F/N: Hey, did you ate?
- You: Not already.
- F/N: Please eat, it's getting dangerous...
- You: Yeah... I will don't worry...
- F/N: Okay, call me if there's anything.

Remember when I say you were getting sick? You don't eat anymore and neither you do with all other things you usually did.

- You: I have to stop crying over him. It's finish, he don't want me anymore and I need to get over it.

It was heartbreaking to say theses words, but you waited a month for him. He never came back. He meant what he said and you have to do the same as him...

Hyungwon POV

- Kihyun: Hey c'mon we need to go.
- Won: I don't want to.
- Ki: You don't want to do anything. It will change your mind.
- Won: I don't need to. I can stay here.
- Ki: Oh and continue to say that you are the worst person ever, only because you broke up with Y/N?
- Won: But I am! Y/P was/were everything i could wish for and I messed up! I said things I didn't want to say and.... I ended it...
- Ki: Wow... maybe you could tell Y/P.
- Won: Y/P probably hate(s) me.
- Ki: I heard Y/P is/are not in a good state. Y/P don't eat and miss Y/P work.
- Won: Just go... I need to be alone.
- Ki: Okay, but call me if there's anything.

I nodded and put my face in the pillow already wet of my tears.
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" Tell Y/P "

I can't just go and tell Y/P... I broke Y/P, the only thing I can do for Y/P now is to let Y/P time .... to forget me, but when will I forget Y/P? Why I had to messed up?! I punch the pillow before starting to cry again.

Your POV

" I can do this"

You were trying to convince yourself that you can get over him. You decided to erase every things that make you think about him. It's a good start. You started with the pictures in your phone. It's was hard really... you remembered every memories you had with him like your first date, the time he took you to his parents house or the time where you were taking picture of him while he was working peacefully. All this moments, are from a much happier time. You couldn't help but cry. You will never feel his lips again. Never hold his hand again. And you will never be able to be in his arms again. You hope he is happy right now. You started deleting the first picture. And a second one. And then come the third one. All of theses were a part of you and you needed to let them go. Then, you receive a text. You felt like your heart could beat again for a second, but it came darker when you saw the name