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Kim Taehyung/ J.seph

{ While he's gone }

Since Taehyung started his military service, you don't see him as often as you did when he was just a kpop idol. Surprising isn't it? Not gonna lie, you miss him badly. You replace the lack of love with fun. And there's not a lot of way to have fun when you have one best friends and it's your boyfriend. So, every Friday you try something new.

You started that habit a while ago, but you find a real sense to it since Taehyung left. And when you really like an activity you do it again. Last week, you went skateboarding. It wasn't the best experience you had, you fell many times and scratched both of your knees, but you still liked it, you felt like flying.

This week is something way more different than skateboarding. It's going in a club. You never went in one, you don't even know how it looks like. So you wanted to try it. Also, you don't force yourself to stay all night in the club, if you don't feel like it, you just have to walk out and never go back. So you are mentally ready to go, it's once in a lifetime, you said to yourself. You texted your boyfriend to tell him you were going out, just in case he see your message, wich would be surprising.

You made sure you were looking good in your dress and then got out of the appartement. The sensation you felt was weird. You're excited to go to the club, but also stressed. You shook your hands before getting in line. The bodyguard looked at you up and down before letting you in.

You didn't breath once while he was looking at you. As soon as you were inside you started breathing again and the air had a different taste. You felt different. The neons lights were blinding you, but you still managed to see the bar at the other side of the club.

Your first move was to walk to this bar, everything will feel better with some alcohol in your system. You are normally a really shy person, so dancing in front of a lot of strangers is not one of your favourite activity. You ordered a drink straight up. You finished it in two sips, but you were still not numb enough to walk to the dance floor.

So you let time for the alcool to fill all your veins by going to the bathroom. Your checked yourself out on the mirror until someone else came in and got shy.

You were finally feeling confident enough to show your best moves to everyone so you washed your hands and walked out of the bathroom. The flashing lights were surrounding you and it lighted something in you, like a switch. As soon as a new song popped on the speakers of the D.J. you started dancing like there was no tomorrow. From all the new things you tried in the last weeks, this one is one of the most delivering one. For once, you don't care about other people's stare, because no one is staring.

You jumped into a pretty girl with long brown hair and excuse yourself immediately. They didn't even mind and just continued dancing. You did the same and enjoyed yourself more at every moves. Honestly, if you would have know before how it feels to come dance like this, you would have come in clubs way before today.

You started being thirsty so you took a break and went over the bar. Your ordered another drink. This time, you took your time to drink it. Feeling the burning sensation go down your throat. In the middle of a song you thought you recognized a voice,  you saw no one you knew. You just thought it was time to stop drinking and go back to the dance floor.

Your favourite song came to the speakers and you gasped. It's your time to shine. You started dancing like in your living room. Everything that was around you was not mattering to you. This moment, you wished to live it with Taehyung. No times for regrets. You erase that thought and the dance break arrived.

Without you knowing, everyone started cheering you up and you saw it once you opened your eyes. You liked the feeling of people hyping you up, so you kept dancing as best as you can. You were about to do the most awesome move you've ever practiced, but something stopped you. 

"Y/N?!" said a voice exactly like Taehyung's. You stopped your every moves and turned around. Your boyfriend was standing in the crowd and was looking at your with wide eyes. You gulped, but you were also really confuse on his reason to be at the club.

Your shyness came back and you excuse yourself to go with Taehyung. You got out of the club and he left his friends. "What are you doing here?" He almost screamed. "I can ask you the same question!" You answered with the same tone.

"I'm here to have a good time with my friends from military, I don't think you have a good excuse like this, because you were pretty much enjoying yourself alone while boys were looking at you!" He said with an angry voice.
"You're jealous?! You know I do something new every week. I even told you what I was doing this week and I texted you before I left the house! Maybe you would know if you open my messages once in a while."

You were more than angry. How could he scold you while he went in a club with his friends when the last time you saw each other was 3 months ago. You understand his situation and do your best to be clement with him, but you are truly feeling like you're the only one doing efforts recently. Since you were outside the club, there was people waiting in line and they were all listening to the fight.

Taehyung saw it and decided to go somewhere else. You followed him even if your blood was boiling. It was even worse than usual, because the steaming blood was also mixed with alcohol, wich make you more emotional and direct.

"You know I don't have enough time to read your messages every time you send one!" You sighed. "I know that, and I force myself to be understanding on your situation, but are you with mine? The last time you checked my messages was two weeks ago. But don't worry Y/N, he is just going to the club with his friend!"

"So know it's a problem if I go out with my friends?" The emotional alcoholic you was coming.  "No it's not. I just wish I could be one of your priority. But it's okay I'm not. Sorry to have interrupted your fun."

Tears were threatening to fall down your cheeks. You hate fighting with him. Even more when it's something as small as going out for fun. He didn't say a word when you turned around and started walking to your car. A night with a good sleep is the only thing you need right now.

You were trying to unlock the door, but two strong arms enveloped you. You recognized the scent of the person and the muscle that were touching your back. "I'm sorry." He said. Your shrugged your shoulders. You don't even care at this point.

Why should you be the only one doing efforts? You just want to sleep. You unlocked the door, but still didn't move from his arms. It's been a long time since he last hold you like this. You want to remember how it feels. He kissed your temple and you felt yourself giving up on resisting him. "Tae, I'm just tired. Go with your friends, I'm heading home, you can go back I won't be at any clubs." You said hoping to make him go and drive home. "I'll drive you. You drank and are tired, I want nothing to happen to you."

You didn't say if you agreed or not. You just walked to the passenger seat and waited for him to get in the car. He drove home while fighting with your sleepiness was getting harder and harder. He took you in his arms to get in the house, because your legs had gave up. He put you in your pyjamas and you were already half in reality and half in a dream. He put himself next to you in the bed and you muttered "but you have to be there tomorrow"
in a low voice. "I don't care. I'm sorry I yelled at you. I'm just really tired, as you are. Let's sleep, I miss having you in my arms." It only took that for you to fall asleep.

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