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Zhang Yixing/ Lay

{ Car accident }

It's always the same reason. Work. Screw that. Screw him. You're tired of his excuses. You finished the bottle that you started and wipe the brown liquor of your lips. Your vision just started getting blurry and you abandoned the bottle on the couch.

Lay is at work, again. It's not the first time you two argue about it, but he doesn't seem to understand that his lack of presence hurt you. And you are so tired of waiting for him. It's literally 3 am and he is still not there. You texted him, called him, but he didn't want to come home.

Rain is purring outside and you thought it was the best temperature to go out and drive to forget everything. You have to find the courage to make him face his choice. Made time for you or breakup with you. Of course, you don't want the second option to happen, but if it's the only solution, you won't hesitate.

Your keys were making music at the end of your fingers and your feet headed to your car. The engine started groaning and you pulled out of your driveway.

In no time, the windows were full of rain and you found some peace. The sound of the car  was cutting everything else from entering your mind. Keeping your attention on the road, you couldn't think about Lay anymore. It was good. Peaceful. What you want to experience with Lay again.

You were at a red light and stopped. Your phone, on the passenger seat, started making sounds. At first, you didn't want to answer, but what if it was Lay? You took the call. "Hi." You said and Lay's voice answered the same. "I'm coming home." He said.

The light turned green and you started driving again. "Oh well, I thought you would sleep at work, at this hour, what would be the difference." You told him. Since your attention wasn't all on the road, what had to happen, happened.

The last thing you heard before the «Bang» was Lay starting a sentence. The impact was hard. You felt dizzy. There was something rolling down your temple. You can't move. Something heavy was on your arm. Your car's window were broken. You just got in a car accident.

Lay's POV

"Y/N?" Y/P is/are not answering... "Y/N?" I insisted. I heard Y/P whining, wich made me worried immediately. But the thing that got me alarmed the most was someone screaming.
"DON'T WORRY WE ARE CALLING AN AMBULANCE."

At the moment I heard that, I grabbed my keys and ran down the stairs. The amount of adrenaline that was going through my body was insane. My heart was beating so fast. But the scariest thing was the idea of Y/N not seeing life again. Thinking about it, my foot pressed even more on the gaz pedal.

I saw red and blue lights from far away and I felt Y/P was there. Once I arrived on the accident place I ran to the ambulance that was taking Y/P. They let me in and I had the chance to hold Y/P hand. "It's okay baby, I'm here. I'm so sorry." I whispered to Y/P ear.

This is all my fault. If only I could have listened to Y/P and came home earlier. "Sir, do you know if Y/P drank alcohol?" The question resonated in my head.

"Sir?!" He insisted. "I don't know... it might be possible." I could feel Y/P was/were still holding on. "Don't leave me baby, okay?" I don't cry often, even less in front of people I don't know, but those tears were unstoppable. I can't lose Y/P.

We arrived to the hospital and they went alone with Y/P in a room. I had to wait outside of it for 5 hours. 5 hours were I regretted all the time I have spent in that damn studio. 5 hours were I finally realized that all the work I've done, will never be as precious as Y/P. 5 hours were I realized how of an idiot I am, I had to lose Y/P to understand that Y/P is/are all that I have.

They finally let me in the room. Y/P was/were laying on a bed, eyes closed. I sat next to Y/P weak body. I felt guilty. Again, tears started rolling down my cheeks. I bite my bottom lip and tightly closed my eyes. Why did it have to happen? I am the one that deserve it, not Y/P!

"Sir Zhang Yixing?" Asked the doctor. "Yes..."
"We have good news for you. Y/P will make it out. Maybe one week of rest and Y/P will be back on track." I was so relieved. I'm not losing Y/P. I'm so thankful. My tears were now tears of joy and I couldn't wait for Y/P to wake up!

Your POV

Your head was heavy. Your pupils too, but you managed to open them. Everything was white around you and you had something in your arm. What is going on? You turned your head and recognized your boyfriend, sleeping on your thigh. You tried to move your hand to his hair but you just groaned.

It still has an effect. Lay immediately woke up.
"Baby?! You're awake?" He seemed so happy. He approached you and softly kissed your lips.
You tried to ask him what happened, but your throat was so dry, you couldn't talk. "You had a car accident. Because of me. Because we had a fight about something I should have understood before. It's been three days that you are here..."

You remember. The broken windows, the voices getting lower and lower. Being transported. "I'm so sorry." He admitted with sad eyes. Since you couldn't talk, you just shook your head. Your neck was sore and you groaned again. "I will go find a doctor." Lay got up and kissed your forehead before coming back with a nurse.

"How are you sleeping beauty?" Joked the nurse. You tried to answer but you didn't want to try anything else. "I'll get you some water and pills for the pain, I'll be back." Lay took back his place and waited for the nurse to come back.

He helped you take your medicine and drink some water. After some times, the doctor came in the room and announced that if you seem okay for the next fours days, you could go home with no problem.

You refound the ability of talking and asked the burning question you had on your tongue since Lay mentioned an accident. "Does the other person is okay?" Lay smiled. "They are. Their truck is the only thing that got hurt." He answered. "I'm sorry to have made you worried..." You said with shame.

"Are you kidding me? If there's someone that should feel sorry here, it's me. Look, I've been an horrible boyfriend. But when they kept you apart of me when you were hurt, I realized that I deeply needed you in my life and that I've been a fool all this time. You deserve all the time left of my life and more."

"None of us should be sorry... if we have each other, that's the only thing that matter." You finished. "You're probably back on track if you are a philosopher again." You smiled at his joke. He hugged you and kissed you.

He took care of you all the time you spent in the hospital. From having dates with a pizza and a movie on the hospital bed to not going to work all this time, he made you really happy.

Even when you came back home, he made time for you. Wich is something wonderful. You still find it sad that it took a bad car accident for him to realize all that, but at least he realized it. And honestly, you can't even spend a day without him now.

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