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Song Minho/ Mino

{ Intoxicated }

It ended exactly like it started. Broken and wasted.

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The tattoos of the barman were getting blurrier as you drank another drink. At this point you did not even know what was filling the glass. The only thing that mattered was the feeling it was giving you. As alcool was making is way in every parts of your blood, your thoughts were occupied to remember what bring you there. Oh yes, once again, you disappointed your parents, but it is the last time. You are moving out of their house and you will be free to do what you want.

"Another drink!" "Y/N stopped drinking and come dance with us!" You shaked your head and putted your lips in the brown liquid that was in the glass that handed the barman. Your head is getting heavier and you are not sure if your feet will be able to support you when you will decide to get up.

Someone took a sit next to you and command something. You look over the person. Your eyes were maybe giving you hallucinations, but the boy next to you was really good looking.

"Do I have something on the face?" He asked with a smile. "Other than beauty, no."  He gently laughed and his profond eyes met yours. It moved something in the background of your heart. It was something you liked. This feeling, you wanted to feel it again.

"We're sorry, Y/P drunk." Of course your friend had to ruin everything. "Oh don't worry, Y/P is/are not bothering me." He looked back to you and smile. You abandoned your drink and started talking with him, with Mino.

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This is how you met your boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend, Mino. That was 2 years ago, now, you are sitting at the exact same place with a brand new barman giving you drinks after drinks. What did you do? Why did he have to cheat on you? Is it your fault?

"You should stop drinking..." "Who are you to tell me what to do?! Hum? You are a barman and as I know, your job is too give me alcool as long as I pay, so do your job!" He rolled his eyes and wash the counter before going to another client.

People were entering and leaving the bar so often that you stopped looking at the door when you heard the bell. When you arrived, you wished Mino would have followed you, but he did not and you just fell deeper into alcool.

"A double!" "I already told you, you should stop drinking..." "and what did I answered back? Give me my drink" "Your last one."
Your growled and took the glass. It did not have colour, so it was probably vodka. You think it was.

The door opened and you kept looking at your glass. A tear fell in the middle of the wood counter and you breathe deeply before keeping your head up and look at all the bottles of alcool behind the counter. For hours, the alcool did its job, freezing the pain and stocking it away, but it is not that easy to forgot.

"Y/N!" Mino's voice was resonating in your head. The man was probably right, it is time to stop drinking, when memories are taking over reality it is never a good mix.

"I want to pay." The barman nodded and was about to hand you the facture.

"I'll pay for Y/P." You turned around only to see the cheater. The man that stole your heart and made it break into millions of pieces. His black hair was messy and you could see red puffy eyes. The only thing you could think about was that he is a liar to you.

He gave money to the tired barman and took your arm to be sure you will not fall when you will get up. "We are going home baby." "No... you cheated on me..."

You were still sober enough to recognize the hoodie you gave him for his birthday falling on his shoulders. It was really hard to say no to his comforting arms, but your head was keeping the idea that he was a cheater.

"Please come home, we will talk and you will be able to sleep, that's what you need right now." He kissed your forehead like he always do to reassure you. You did not have the strength to keep fighting with your heart and gave in.

He took your hand and was holding it tightly. At this point, you did not even mind, what could happened that would be worse than what is actually happening?

Tomorrow's morning you will be sober again and would be able to say no. You will find a way to get back on tracks, a way to stop crying and a way to feel happy like you did when you were with Mino.

You were tired of holding your tears. While Mino was driving to go back home you let your tears go. They were running down your cheeks and Mino was giving you looks times to times. You started suffocating in your tears, because you could not believe you were naive enough to go back to him like that.

He stopped the car and came ask you if everything is okay. "Do you really think it is? Were you really hoping that? Mino you broke my damn heart! For sure I'm crying! I gave you all I had and you took it all, I have nothing left than my tears."

"No no, that's not true baby. I'm still here, with everything that belong to you, like my heart. I did a mistake. I know I did! And it is the most painful thing I ever did. You are everything and I messed all up." You shake your head, he do not mean all theses beautiful words, that you wished to hear so many times.

He took your hands in his and look at you with pity eyes. "Baby, please look at me." You did as he wish, it is the last thing you are according him. A last look, to not forget his perfect features.

"If you really want to end everything I will respect your choices, but I know, I know that you still love me and I swear I never loved someone as much as I do for you. Our story is not finish baby... if you accept to give me a second chance I will amend myself until we are grey and old."

It is too perfect. Does he really mean it? Before you could ask yourself much more, his lips kissed yours. The warmth of them made your cold lips shivers. The same butterflies as the one of two years ago filled your stomach and your cheeks got red. Of course you still love him, the question is more, are you ready to pardon him? Have you the strength to do that?

"Maybe my idea will change tomorrow, but right now... I just want to be with you... but! Theses promises you better keep them, or I will never pardon you again, never." "Thank you, thank you so much baby... I love you, so so much." You do too, even if you shouldn't.

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