Jung Hoseok/ J-Hope

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{ Daydream }

You thought it would hurt more. That you would cry your heart out every night. That you would not be able to eat anymore. But it's not like that. You feel released. Maybe Hobi was right after all, it was a toxic relationship. Still, sometimes you feel like you will never be able to breath correctly again since he left... It feels more like a daydream than a nightmare. You don't feel terrible, you feel alive, but your mind is somewhere else, this is the daydream part. You thought that living him would be your end, that you couldn't not live without him, that was the nightmare just like the first day after he left.

Your best friend, Hoseok, is always there for you

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Your best friend, Hoseok, is always there for you. You almost didn't spend a minute alone since you and your ex broke up. He makes sure that you are okay, because he feel terrible. He is the one that introduced you to your ex boyfriend and you ended broken. Even if you told him one hundred times that it's not his fault, he still feel guilty. That's why he keep you with him, to be sure you are not too alone. Your coat is already on and you are just waiting to see his car coming in front of your house. Finally, the white car arrived in front of your door and you went outside.

- Hobi: Good morning!!
- You: Good morning!

He opened the fort of the passenger seat for you and you sat in the car. He took his seat and asked you what you wanted to do today.

- You: We could do something you want to do today!
- Hobi: Yeah... What do you think if we go to the studio and dance?
- You: It's been a while since the last time I danced...

You stopped doing your passion, because E/N didn't want you "to hurt yourself" while dancing, now you realize it was nonsense.

- Hobi: You are one of the best dancer I've ever seen, I'm sure after a bit of practice everything will come back.
- You: I don't know...
- Hobi: Don't worry I'll be there too, if you don't want to it's okay.
- You: No, no! I want to, we can go.
- Hobi: Are you sure?
- You: Yes, but if there's anything we can stop right?
- Hobi: Sure, at the first sign.

You nodded and he smiled brightly before going to the studio.

~~~

You missed the scent of the studio. You missed the wood floor. You missed the big mirror all over the walls. You were amazed by the studio, like it was your first time seeing it. You remember all the hours you spent in there trying to improve your moves. You couldn't believe you let someone take that away from you. Maybe it's because he make you more alive, but every time Hobi is with you, you breathe normally again and you are so grateful.

- Hobi: We can start dancing Gogo?
- You: Yes!!!

Hobi putted the music on and the room got filled with the melody. At the second it started you felt good, you really missed dancing. Once you both started dancing everything felt like before, and it was a wonderful feeling. You see Hoseok smiling seeing that you were dancing with pleasure. Song after song you kept dancing... you really felt alive.

~~~

Hoseok and you stepped up the game and challenge yourself to dance On. You never danced it and you are honestly a bit afraid to try it for the first time. You follow Hobi's movement with attention and you think you did something great.

- Hobi: Alright, let's try it with music.

He started it and you took a deep breath. It's more fast with the music so you missed a few step. Then, the chorus came and the more technical part arrived. You don't know at Wich movement you fell, but when you opened your eyes again, you were on the floor. Hobi came at you immediately.

- Hobi: ARE YOU OKAY??!!
- You: Yes...

He took your arm and helped you get up.

- Hobi: Are you hurt?
- You: I don't think so...
- Hobi: We will take a pause.

You nodded and go sat on a bench. Hoseok come with water bottles and something cold for your head. You didn't realize that it hurt before he came with it.

- You: Thank you.
- Hobi: We shouldn't have danced. It was a bad idea.
- You: No! It was the best idea ever, I really needed that. I just slipped, I'll be okay, don't worry.
- Hobi: If you get hurt it's my fault.
- You: Stop saying that it's always your fault , it's not!
- Hobi: I am the one that had the idea.
- You: And I am the that agreed.

- You: You are always helping me forget him. I still didn't forget him completely, but It will come. I never thank you for helping me and I would never be able to thank you enough. This was a part of it, I needed to get back to dance... thank you.

He was absorbing all your words and out of nowhere, his lips got on yours. It tasted strawberry. You don't know why you kept kissing him... maybe you missed kissing someone? No, you couldn't use him just to kiss... it means you feel something for him?

- Hobi: Sorry.... I didn't think before kissing you. I shouldn't have...  I'm sorry.

He avoid your eyes, being shameful.

- You: Kiss me again.
- Hobi: What?
- You: Help me forget him once and for all.

He didn't think you would react like that. He thought you will be mad at him, but hearing you say that, he immediately kissed you again.

- End -

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