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Kim Sunwoo

{ Toxic to healthy }

Your last relationship was really toxic. Everything you could do was wrong to them and you loose yourself while trying to fix a relationship that would never work. It was so hard for you to trust someone enough to go back in a relationship. Your ex played so many brain games on you that you can only see bad things behind a good intentions.

Since that, you found Sunwoo, well he found you, because you were not in a good state. He was your saver. As time passed, a feeling you knew too well arrived. Love. You hated the idea to fall in love again so you tried to get Sunwoo out of your life, the quicker would be the easier. But it didn't work. Sunwoo stayed. He really wanted to help you and little did you know, he loved you back.

He knew how hard it would be for you to be in a relationship again but he made the promise to help you go through theses difficulties. You believed him. Maybe you were wrong to trust him, but since that day, wich means 476 days after, he still did not betrayed you. He is a real angel. While you are overthinking everything about your relationship, Sunwoo plan how he could surprise you. It is so different from your last relationship, but much better.

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You were on the couch, writing about something that happened earlier. It is your way to liberate yourself from the bad thoughts. Sunwoo was working at the company. You were missing him, like a lot. But you did not wanted to disturb him. A flashback from your ex shouting at you because you disturbed him while he was playing a game, came back in your head and you flinched at nothing. You will let Sunwoo alone and keep missing him.

As hours goes on, it was harder and harder to stay far from Sunwoo. You also developed a constant need to be reassured and that's why sometimes it is really hard to not see Sunwoo a whole week. You were remembering all his words. "Baby, if you need anything, call me. You won't disturb me even if I'm at work."

You almost failed and called him, but what if he didn't really meant that and only told you that to fake reassure you? Your hands gripped your hair and you scream out of anger. Why you have to be like that? You make this relationship so difficult! You took a deep breath to calm you down, like your boyfriend showed you and you started walking in the appartement rapidly. You could not take it anymore and called Sunwoo.

Sunwoo POV

I was practicing with Changmin and Juyeon to a new dance when one of our phone started vibrating. I ran to it and found out it was mine. I got worried when I saw Y/N's name on it. I got out of the studio and answered Y/P.

"Hi baby!" I don't want to make Y/P stress so I will act like I'm not stressing too. "Hiiii!" "Is everything okay?" "Yes... did I disturbed you?"
"No, no you didn't. Actually, I was thinking about calling you soon. I missed your voice." I could see Y/P smiling and it made my heart hurt, I missed Y/P smile.

Y/P giggles and answered me. "I just missed you..." "Do you want me to come home?" It wasn't even a question. I was already in my room packing everything to go home. "No no... I know that your break is coming, I can wait until that day." "Are you sure? We finished everything for the day I could go home, sleep at home and go back to work tomorrow."

Y/P stayed silent. I know Y/P want me to.
"Okay, I'm coming." "Thank you... a lot."
"Everything for you. I will be there soon. I love you." "I love you." Y/P hanged up.

I had my bag over my shoulder when I came back to the studio. "Where are you going? We just started the repetition?!" Asked Changmin.
"Home. I miss Y/N." "But that doesn't work like that. You can go home once everything is done... not when you want." Said Juyeon

I lift my eyebrow to him. "Are you really doing the moral to me? Enjoy your practise guys, I'll be back tomorrow's morning." I just leave them there, I don't have to justify myself for doing what I want to do. If they have a problem with it, they just have to told that to our manager. Y/N is the most precious thing I have in life. If I can't go hold Y/P when Y/P needs too, I would be almost as bad as Y/P ex.

Before going home I stopped to buy flowers and snacks. Y/P is/are always hungry it will be useful! Thinking about Y/P ex made me angry. How could they broke Y/P like that? They could have not wished for someone better and they wasted their chance. At the same time I'm happy about it, because it gave me the chance to have Y/P. I should not get happy over this last toxic relationship Y/P had, but now Y/P have me. I will protect Y/P, love Y/P, I will do everything they failed to do.

I arrived home and opened the door right away. "Babyyyyyy!" Y/P little face appeared at the corner of my eyes and I turned to Y/P. I firstly give the flowers. I want Y/P to have the best quality of relationship, because Y/P had the worst quality before me.

Y/P cheeks got pink as Y/P accepted the flowers. Y/P putted them away and hugged me. I stroked Y/P back and hold Y/P closer. "Juyeon texted me and asked me why you came here.." Of course he did...

Y/P lovely eyes looked up to catch mine and I almost fainted. "You should have stayed at work." "No. You are more important than them and I missed you too. I will have plenty time to practise tomorrow while Sangyeon talks about all the reasons we have to be disciplined. But I don't have all this time to cuddle you, so?"

Y/P shook Y/P head and I lifted Y/P head to kiss Y/P. Y/P lips were tasting cherry, Y/P probably ate that for breakfast. I wanted to taste it again and again. To be the only one to taste theses lips for the rest of my life. I zoned out, while looking at the shape of Y/P nose, perfectly arranged with the top of Y/P lips. Y/P cheekbones hided by Y/P chubby cheeks.

"Sunwoo?... please go back to work... I don't want the boys to be mad at me or you miss work." "I won't miss work baby" "But Juyeon-" "Yeah Juyeon said otherwise, but he is the first one to abandoned everything when his partner have something. So why could he do something and not me?"

Y/P shrugged Y/P shoulders and looked at Y/P feet. I took Y/P hand and put it on my cheek.
"I'm staying and can't change my mind." I bowed before putting her waist on my shoulder. "SUNWOO PUT ME DOWN!"

"If you want me to leave you're staying there."
"I don't want you to go, I just want you to be at work." "And that include me leaving you. Do you really think I would do such an error? No."
"Okay okay, stay but putted me down please!"

I listened to Y/P and Y/P legs got around my waist and Y/P head on my neck. "Stay. Don't go." "I'm not going anywhere." I kissed Y/P cheek before going to the living room and putting a movie where we will cuddle all day.

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