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Jang Dongil/ D1

{ Insomnia }

It's been a month. You didn't close your eyes once. At least, it seems like it. Nightmares after nightmares, there's always something to keep you awake. This bed is way too big for you. Someone else should be sleeping next to you, Dongil. But he is not there, and will probably not be there for another month, will you be still there?

D1's POV

I think I didn't left the studio once in three days. Echan and me are working hard on a new song and we don't even know if it will be accepted. This is not encouraging, but we will try. I wanted to called Y/N, but Y/P is/are probably sleeping. I rubbed my eyes and yawned loudly.

- D1: Sorry.
- E: You should sleep.
- D1: I'm still good. We have coffee.
- E: I insist. Go home and rest for a couple of days.
- D1: I don't know... you need me.
- E: I'll be okay, I can drink coffee alone don't worry.
- D1: You need to sleep too, and rest. Why won't you go home and I'll stay here.
- E: You have Y/N at home. I'll be okay, don't worry.
- D1: But-
- E: If you don't stop complaining I'll go pack your bag and I will drive you home.
- D1: Okay then! But promise me to take care of yourself too.
- E: I will I promise.

Still septic of his idea, I got up and went to my room. Yeah maybe a shower would be useful. I changed my plan and took a towel before heading to the bathroom. The hot shower running down my back was comforting and I was happy Echan told me to go home, I needed to. And it's been so long since the last time I saw Y/N. We talked, FaceTimed and texted, but I know it's not enough. I miss Y/P like crazy. The peach scent that filled the shower make me miss Y/P even more. I got out of the shower and took the less time possible to arrive home the faster I can. I putted some clothes in a bag and took my car's keys before leaving the dorm. The boys were not around when I left, so Echan will tell them I'm gone. I let my bag on the passenger seat and started the car. Music filled the car and I was on the road.

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I arrived in front of the tiny house and parked the car. The flowers were covered by the snow, but we could still see they were there. There's no light coming from the house, it's normal since it's the day, but usually I could hear something at least. Maybe Y/P took a nap. Yeah probably. I turned the door knob and entered the house. It's freezing here.

- D1: Y/N?
- You: Dongil?

It's sounded like Y/N's voice, but at the same
time it didn't. Something in Y/P voice changed. Is/are Y/P okay?

- D1: Hey baby, I'm home.

Y/P come to me form the kitchen and Y/P looked weak, like Y/P could fell at every moment.

- You: Hey!

Y/P tried to put joy in her voice, but it didn't work. I'm getting even more worried.

- D1: Is everything okay?

Y/P nodded weakly, not even wasting Y/P energy to respond yes. Y/P came closer to hug me, but at the same time my arms got around Y/P, Y/P fell in them.

- D1: Y/N!

I screamed by fear. Y/P look dead in my arms. Y/P was/were not okay at all. What happened?! Why Y/P didn't tell me!?

- D1: Hey baby, wake up, it's me. I'm with you, don't leave okay?
- You: I just want to sleep.
- D1: We have to go to hospital, you are not going well.
- You: Let me sleep in your arms.

The way Y/P said the last words, I knew I should just agree. I can see that Y/P need(s) energy and sleep. How many nights it's been since Y/P slept? I took Y/P in my arm and took Y/P in the bed. At the minute I layed next to Y/P.  Y/P head found my shoulder and fell asleep immediately. My hand went in Y/P hair, softly stroking them.

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Y/P waked up 8h hours later. I didn't move. I stayed near Y/P the whole time. Y/P needed me and that's why I stayed with Y/P. I slept too honestly. She hugged me and my arm was able to receive blood again.

- You: You are still there?
- D1: Sure I am.
- You: I'm sorry I got you worried.
- D1: Don't worry about that baby, what happened?
- You: I just don't sleep...
- D1: Why?
- You: I have nightmares and...
- D1: And?
- You: You are not with me....

I kissed Y/P forehead, feeling worst than ever, it's my fault if Y/P is/are not going well.

- D1: I will come home every night for now on, okay?
- You: You will?
- D1: Yes baby I will.

- End -