I'm slipping.

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There are millions of stars

in this small-town sky

but I would rather be anywhere else with you.

There are too many secrets.

Too many ghosts and demons.

They come out to play

when the sun sets.


Hands reaching, grasping, gripping,

they try to pull me back into the darkness

I have spent years trying to escape.

I can't let them take me over again.

I might never get back up.


But something begs me to go back.

Back to the comfort of lying in a dark room,

clothes discarded on the floor.

Head spinning

either from liquor or lies

and the sliver of false hope

that everything was

under control.


But it wasn't.

I was never in control

of these words and these beings

that roam around my thoughts

day in and day out.

They took me like a thief

in the night,

dressed in black, face covered,

feet tiptoeing up the stairs.

They're at my door.

My door isn't locked

but they don't even need a key.

How do you banish monsters

if they live inside your head?

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