The Stranger in my room

Chapter 20

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JENNIE
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When I woke up next morning he wasn't around.

He left!!!
He was Ryan!!!
But why did he do so...
In college he behaved so coldly with me , he even bullied me and disrespected me.
But here he cared for me so much. He made me feel so lively and happy.
Even after being son of the most successful businessman, he cooked food for me and washed utensils.
Why did he do so??
I am so confused.
Why did he hide his identity from me ?
Why did he wore mask in front of me??
These questions will drive me crazy..

I don't know what to believe and what not to..

With all these confusing thought I went to cafe.
My mind was full of questions, and there was no one to answer them. Those thirsty questions were wandering in my mind to quench their thirst by getting their answers but they don't know that my mind is dry as fuck.
It is still tough to believe that Ray is Ryan or that I don't want to believe that Ray is Ryan, maybe .

When I went to college my mind was crumbled with shit load of the questions.

His thoughts were driving me crazy.

Today I sensed something different in college like everyone's gaze on me, but I ignored them, maybe it is just my delusion.
When I entered my first lecture I met Alex.

Professor was a little late today.

Alex came and sat beside me,"Hi Jennie", he said.

I replied,"Hey."

He said ,"You know what, last night when you and Ryan kissed everyone was really starstrucked by that including me."

Damn!!!!
How could I forget that I kissed him in front of whole college.
That is why everyone was staring me today.
I mentally facepalmed myself.

I diverted my gaze from him and  stuttered, "I-it was unintentional , I d-didn't knew that h-he was R-Ryan."

He gave me the widest grin possible,"You don't need to feel awkward Jennie. Truely I am very happy that he is moving on. And more happy by knowing that he is moving on with you. You are best for him."

WHAT THE HELL!!!!?????

I said ,"Hey, it is not like that. There is nothing going in between us. It was seriously unintentional. "

He gawked at me.

I said again, "Wait, why did you say moving on?"

He replied, "Yeah, he had never looked at any girl after his last girlfriend died. He was so in love with her that he couldn't love anyone else after her departure. But he started showing interest in you, which is sort of strange."

His girlfriend died!!!!!
But why did he care for me then when he never showed interest in other girls....???
Should I tell Alex about Ryan meeting me being Ray ??
Will he help in solving this puzzle??

I said ,"Oh , I didn't know that. Well, Alex I want to share something with you."

He said ,"What is it Jenn? You looked tensed. Tell me, I am all ears."