The Stranger in my room

Chapter 28

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JENNIE
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He jerked me away from him abruptly like I was a filthy insect.
Was I?
I was his life last night!!

My breathe stopped at the very moment. It felt like my whole world has crumbled. I felt a lump in my throat due to the tears I was holding back.
I was about to fall but maintained my posture.

This was too my much for my fragile heart to tolerate.
How could a person be such bipolar.
I didn't had the stamina to look at his face. I couldn't face him after what he did to me just now.

Suddenly the vibrations of his voice banged to my eardrums ,he spoke in a hoarse tone which spat on my already bruised heart like hammer,"You bitch, how dare you come near me. I warned you last time. Can't you fit this simple thing in your hard skull. You can fool Aiden and James by your trick but not me."

Bitch!!
He wanted to give the whole world to this "BITCH" last night.

His words were enough for my heart to split in two. Now I understood why it is said that , tongue has no bones but it is enough to break a heart. And I just felt it . I fucking felt it right in my heart.

He called me bitch.

You bitch,  how dare you come near me!!

His words started repeating in my mind.

I finally looked at him and the person I saw right in front of me can't be my Ray. His facial expressions contain arrogance which is never present in Ray. He only had his face but he seems totally opposite to him. Ray could never ever do this to me or to any girl. But it was just his trick to pretend to be nice so that I would fall for him and he could use me.
And the image of Ray which he built in my mind was mere an illusion. It is his real identity. This is real Ryan. There is no Ray.
No bloody Ray ever existed.
This is Ryan; arrogant , rude and ill mannered bastard.

But I will not shed tears now. I can't show him that I am weak and he could overpower me everytime.
I can't let him take control of my life.

I am so done with Ryan or Ray, whatever he is.
I am not gonna get trapped by him.
And this time I am not gonna slip for his sweet words ,which I am sure he is gonna tell me at night.
This game of his is finished now.

I stopped those traitor tears which were trying to escape and show him how pathetic I am. I stood face to face him.
You can't imagine how much strength I need to gather to stand in front of him now when I had another simple option, to run and cry at some hidden place, but I chose to stand for me.
Because I am not a loser.

I said ,"Mr. Ryan Wilson, now this time I am warning you to stay the fuck away from me. If I ever spot you invading in my perosnal space then it might not be good for you. And mind my words, don't interfere in my person life anymore. And you very well know what I am talking about."
He looked at me shocked.

I knew that after threatening him like this , he could do anything to me. He could get me rusticated from the college, but I can't let him play with me anymore. I will see what happens in future. I just did what seemed right to me for the current situation.
And I don't regret that .

And then I walked away from there without waiting for his bloody reply.

As soon as I walked away from his sight, the tears got the opportunity to fell down and they did, and I let them. Because tears are not the sign of weakness but of courage . Hiding your tears can be self destructive. It is just like an emotion , so let it be expressed.