The Stranger in my room

Chapter 61

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RYAN
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Her pale body was laying on the hospital bed, her head covered by bandages and her face covered with bruises. I was sitting beside her bed. I had mixed feelings erupting inside me. I was damn angry on those bitches who did this to my Jenn, on the other hand, I was afraid as hell that I would lose the only source of light in my dark life.

She made me feel something I had never felt before. She woke up that side of my personality which I had buried deep inside me ages ago. Which I had never thought that I would be able to show anyone else after Jasmine. It doesn't mean that I am giving Jasmine's place to someone else, it is just that I now accept that she is not alive anymore and I want to give a second chance to live with this amazing woman laying in front of me.

Being around her make me feel so calm.
She influenced me in a way that Solenoid influences the iron core placed inside it. That iron core changes its properties and starts behaving as a magnet because of the magnetic field of the solenoid, she did the same change in me. Staying in her vicinity had so positive impact on me that it changed me for good.

Suddenly her body trembled and her eyes started flickering. I panickely stood up and went near her holding her hands tightly. She slowly opened her eyes, and a wave of satisfaction ran through my whole body. As soon as her beautiful eyes locked with mine, she whispered, "R-Ray!"

My heart felt alive by hearing her voice, I touched my forehead with hers and felt a sense of fulfilment which I had never felt before, I softly whispered, "Yes, I am here, Jenn."

I felt her hot breath on my face, and this closeness of not just our bodies but our souls too gave me a sense of accomplishment. This was the moment at which I couldn't ask god for anything else. This moment felt so heavenly that I could give away any treasure just to feel this intimacy of not just bodies but the intimacy of souls. One soul is so close to the other that it seems as they are not different but one. Their existence merges making them feel the tranquillity of the moment.

A tear rolled down her eyes to her cheek. It was like we do not need words to understand each other's feelings. 

I slowly kissed her tear away and whispered, "I remembered everything, Jenn."

A sudden arose and her earth green eyes looked at me in hope that I would confirm that whatever she interpreted  by my words are correct, she holds my face and asked, "What are you talking about?"

I smiled and kissed her forehead, "I mean that I remembered that you are my girlfriend, I remembered the time spent with you. I am your Ryan and Ray."

The tears which were fighting to come out, rolled down her cheeks after hearing my words and a wide grin caught up at her face and her pale body suddenly started gaining its strength and she tightly held my face in her hands and asked once again to ask in a tone that was begging me to tell her that this all is true, "You are not joking, right?"

I said whilst witnessing those priceless expressions on her face, "I am not joking. I remember the time spent at your apartment and I also remember treating you badly at the college, for which I deeply apologise."

Within no time she pulled me closer to her and tangled her lips with mine. She kissed me so sweetly. Sucking my lower lip and then upper, I felt euphoric.

But suddenly I felt losing her touch, I pulled from her and looked at her body under me which was disappearing with each passing second.