The Stranger in my room

Chapter 53

So guys here I am writing Alex's pov ...

I hope you will like it ...

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Alex
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As I parked my car , I headed straight towards the canteen.
Jennie can arrive anytime, and I need to tell her about yesterday's incident, that Ryan doesn't remember how he met her for first time when he is Ray.
I guess if we take our steps in this direction we can surely make him remember eveything.

As soon as I turned to the corridor, my eyes landed on two figures ahead of me.
It was Jennie and Ryan.
Ryan was holding her by her waist maybe protecting her from falling and they were deeply staring into each other's eyes.

I felt an unknown twitch in my heart , which felt like a needle being pierced into it in slow motion ,and anytime my heart will rip into two pieces.
I know that I wanted Ryan and Jennie to be together. It was me who planned all this so that Ryan can remember about Jennie and accept her but what would I do of this unwelcome feeling I ought to have everytime I see them getting close.
I told my idiot mind several times that she belongs to Ryan, and Ryan deserves her. He finally after long time got his happiness with her , but still I can't make my heart understand this.

Jennie is my friend , but I think I seem to like her more than friend.
While doing this girlfriend boyfriend drama , I really started liking her.
I don't know how , why , when, but I just feel something special for her.
I have this unknown tickling in my gut whenever she takes my name. I felt relieved whenever she is with me , but I know that she doesn't feel the same for me.
She consider me only as her friend.

And the greatest problem is that I know everything , I know that this is wrong and it can't happen in real , but my futile heart can get to accept this.
I start burning whenever , Jennie comes closer to Ryan.
But I manage to suppress this unethical desires.

I can't ruin everything just because of the stupid feelings I have been developing without any apparent reason. I can't ruin Ryan's and her relationship just because of me.
I can get any other girl but Ryan only have her .
Ryan had been through a lot. Now I can't make him suffer more by snatching Jennie from him. I can't let my feeling get into their way.
I hope that I will also find a girl like her soon.

As I watched them staring into each others eyes, my futile heart desires to be at Ryan's place , even when it knows that Jennie will never see me like that.
Then they stood in front of each other and talked about something. I was far from them so I couldn't listen them , but the way they were talking and smiling softly while looking at each other clearly showed how deeply they had fallen for each other.

The way Jennie developed that deep blush on her face and the bright smile she had on her face because Ryan said something, made me feel jealous of him.
I was so jealous of his luck.

Then after sometime they both headed their ways and I kept standing there looking at both of them.

Will I be the one sacrificing my love in this story?
Should I give up or should I try winning her ?

Kicking these thoughts aside I decided to stop thinking about Jennie. I can't be the traitor and stab my own friend.

I was snapped out of my thought when I heard a lively voice calling out me , "Hey, Alex."

I noticed Jennie waving her hand towards me.
The way she looks so alluring today and with that slight blush over her cheeks whose reason of existence is absolutely not me , it makes her appear so eyeable .
I don't know how she managed to stay isolated the whole year in this college with such stunning beauty.