The Stranger in my room

Chapter 49

Ryan

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As we reached the college the next day, Aiden and James went inside the canteen and I went to the football ground because I had to discuss something with the coach.

Due to yesterday's incident my mind is still in a state of delusion of my own actions. I am not able to find answers of those controversial questions which are doing pole dance inside my head since yesterday and the amazing thing is that these dancers are not even taking a minute's break to just sit calmly and relax , no, they are just non stop dancing and making me crazy.

And I couldn't even stop them , because they are not under my control ,they will stop only when they will get their answers and right now I have not idea about anything.

And the most annoying thing is that
I don't know why I am having dreams about that girl. Yeah, I having some weird memories with that girl , and I think those are the memories from maybe my dreams , because I had never been with that girl like that.
I had some unclear memories of cooking , eating and cuddling with her. It is really weird , that I am dreaming about being with her.
I told my mind countless times that she only has same eyes as my Jasmine, she can't be my Jasmine, no one could ever be.
I tried to brush those memories off from my memory but failed.
All my futile efforts to ignore that girl go in vain.

I can't decipher why I get attracted towards her like south pole get to north pole , like negative charge to positive charge. It is so damn weird that everytime I try to get angry on her or be rude to her or ignore her , I can't, there is something that pulls this negative charge to that positive charge , and I have no idea what it is.

Whenever I look into her eyes , all the anger ,all the worries get neutralizes like when acid added with base does. Then they are neither acid nor base , then they are not different entities, they become one common entity which is new to this world. The thing which develops from there is neither acid having low pH nor base having high pH , it just become normal pH, which can exist in this world independently. Because we both are like equally acidic and basic.
The more aggressive and cold hearted I am the more sweet and calm she is .

(A/n : sorry to non-science students.. I just got a little carried away with chemistry...🤭)

Fuck!!!
What the hell am I thinking?
She is nothing for me , NOTHING .

Kicking these thoughts away from my mind with my full force and hoping that they won't return again I headed towards the football court.

I can notice the students fearfully glancing at me, well I think there are still gossips about yesterday's event but I am sure that they won't dare to bother Jennie again.

Jennie, this name actually sounds so sweet.

Ahhh!!! Shut up...
Just shut up...

I cursed under my breathe when I again found myself thinking about her.

As passed through a group of girls I mistakenly overheard them talking .

"Don't lie Adele , Ryan himself threatened everyone in the college to not spread rumours about that girl and moreover she is not even beautiful. Why would Ryan be interested in that bitch?"

"Well it is true that she is not beautiful but this is also true that she is sleeping with both Alex and Ryan, unless why would Ryan protect her. I myself saw her with Alex and Ryan in a restaurant. She is a whore who wants to sleep with rich guys and she got what she wanted."