The Stranger in my room

Chapter 29

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JENNIE
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The whole journey I tried to distract my mind from his thoughts. I plucked in my earphones and played one direction songs, I thought maybe these songs will help to distract my mind , but each song seems to be connected to him. I don't know why every song remind me of him. It is well said that when you try to forget someone intentionally then especially the person keeps hovering in your mind more.
And the same was happening with me , in the race of forgetting him, I end up remembering him more.

Right now I am standing outside my home. I rang the door bell. I am really excited to meet my mom after so long. I haven't even informed her that I was coming, so it is a surprise for her.

I again pressed the bell and the door opened suddenly, and my mom came into my vision.
I wrapped her in a hug but she was so surprised.
I said while hugging her, "Missed you so much mumma."

This is really true that mother can solve our every problem. Here see me , I was so frustrated couple of minutes ago. But now I am dancing in happiness.
Turely there is no shed like a mother.

She said still surprised, "Jennie, you didn't tell me that you were coming."

I parted from her and put my hands around her shoulder and said while moving inside the home,"Why would I inform for coming to my home?"

She said ,"Yeah, but you should have informed me , I would have cooked delicious food for you."

I retreated, "That you can cook now also , I am here for a week."

Her eyes glisten like sparkle and exclaimed in excitement, "Really, wow.... I missed you soo much my sweetie." And she again engulfed me in a warm hug  and kissed my cheek.

This was what my bruised heart needed at that time.

She said, "Okay so go freshen up, I'll cook your favourite pasta for you."

I nodded and gave her a wide smile before going to my room.

After getting freshen up, I went straight to the kitchen and saw my mom cooking pasta while humming a song.
I went near her and sat on the kitchen counter. When she saw me , she said,"So how are your studies going Jennie?"

I replied, "Good , actually I am having exams from next week so we got this one week holiday for preparation and I hadn't met you in long time , so I came here."

She asked ,"Oh , I am really delighted that you thought about me and came to meet me. It had been three months since we last met. I missed you so much my daughter."

I have her a smile and replied, "I missed you too mumma."

It had been only few hours since I have come here but I was already feeling a kind of strength. Maybe because now I am with my people. My mother loves me unconditionally and I was wasting my time around the person who was just using me. Because of that person I forgot my motive. I was there just to complete my studies and not get into any drama and what I did , roaming around the most filthy drama , that is Ryan itself.

I looked at my mother , she was busy in cooking. Her enthusiasm was at its height. Her face was a little pale and I can spot the darkened skin under her eyes, which clearly depicts that she had spent sleepless nights. She works so hard to meet my expenses. And what I did for her; nothing. I didn't even gave her a little bit of happiness. I am just being a burden on her.

But no more , momentarily I got distracted from my path due to that dickhead , but not now. From now on, he is nothing to me. I just have to focus on my goal and my purpose. I want to give my mother a happy and restful life. For which I will complete my studies as soon as possible.

She caught me staring her and raised an eyebrow . I got down from the counter and hugged her tight.

Why can't I be like my mom; strong.
She is such a strong lady with full of determination. She even stood alone, in a state in which every women needs a support. She chosen to raise me when she had another option too, she could have killed me and carry on her life. But she stood alone , fought from her family,  fought from this society, fought from this whole world, just for me.
She might have got hundreds of tantrums for getting pregnant without marriage and even raising that child as a single mother.

The hurdles she had faced in he life is were so big that my hurdles are nothing in front of them. I need to be strong like my mother.

She got startled by my sudden affection but she hugged me back and asked ,"Are you fine my sweetie?"

An unexpected tears rolled down my eyes , but I swept it away in no time.
I replied while parting away,"Yes mom, I just missed you so much."

She looked at me in suspicion.

She put her one hand on my cheek and asked, "You don't seem alright Jennie."

And her one touch melted me.
It is well said that a mother can even  understand , what her child doesn't say.

As soon as she asked me this , I started crying like a baby. I hugged her and cried my heart out. All the things that were going with me these days due to which my heart was full of emotions, I just let it flow.
Without asking a question, she patted my back while I cry.

She asked slowly ,"Is there any boy, Jennie?"

How did she knew?
I didn't even talked about that.
Oh she is my mother , she can understand just by looking at me.

I nodded while crying.

She said gently, "Okay, first go wash your face, we will take but it while eating. Stop crying girl. You are my daughter, you are born to fight, not to cry."

I parted from her embrace and looked at her.

She bought my face close to her and kissed my forehead,"I am always with you my sweetie. Don't cry like a baby. Go wash your face."

The amount of relief I was feeling at that time couldn't be expressed in words.
I haven't even told her anything yet, but she still induced a kind of strength in me.

Should I tell her about Ryan?

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