Unpredictable: Hazel's Gaze

Temper

March 27th, 2013

I woke up, and I decided to go for a floral look today. I couldn't find any cute flats that would match my outfit, so I took these pair of heels that I'v gotten along time go. I put then on then, a cherry blossom case on my phone and I straightened my hair and added curls at the end of my tips, then I put a flower crown on me, put my rose plugs in, lipstick and did my eyeliner

I looked in my full-length mirror, smiled, and headed out to my car. Then I drove myself to school.

Jordan seemed busy since she came back so I wasn't able to talk to her until lunch. I was in my science class, and Calum and I were texting eachother. Every text he sent me, I kept smiling because he's special to me. I'v always liked him, it's just I never want to have that get in the way of anything nor my studies.

We all were in the lunch line and I seen Jordan. I smiled at her and we all sat down. We ate lunch and talked about alot of things, as usual.

"Hey Jordan, do you mind if I can chill at your house today?"

"Yeah, you can."

"Yassssss," as I say while laughing.

Then after lunch as over, it seemed like the time went by fast. Next thing I knew it, we were at Jordan's house and we set our stuff on her floor then we started to do our work.

As we were doing our work, I had to to tell her how i felt. It seemed like ashton took his time to tell the group about her being in a coma.

"Jordan, can I tell you this, you know that I speak my mind, I do that when something makes me mad or gets on my nerves." She nods at me and I sigh, "When Ashton told us you were in a coma, it seemed like he didn't contact us right away. And you know I care about you. I care about you alot. And since you and him were not contact us at all, I thought you died."

"Hazel, he was just in shock at the time, he didn't know what to do. What would have done if you were in his shoes? How would you handle what happened? It was hard for him as much as it was hard for you, Calum, Luke, and Mikey."

"I understand he was in shock, but I honestly wanted to kill him when I seen him. He could have at least answered his phone. I did snap on Luke because he was telling me calm down. Calum had to calm me down from snapping on Ashton."

"Do you mind if we drop it?"

"Yes, but don't be shocked if I punch him upside the head."

Jordan started to laugh and I grinned at her, "When's the wedding?"

"HAZE!" We both laughed and I grinned, "I'm foreal, the way you guys look at eachother. I can see it in both of your eyes."

Jordan starts to blush red, "And what if I do like Ashton, There would be no way it could work, plus I'm with Kendall." I noticed as she said that, she started to to blush redder and smile harder.

"Mhm, I think you guys would be fine." I look back down and started to do my work

"What about you and Cal, huh?!? When is the wedding for you guys?!?" I look up smiling, showing my straight teeth, and I start to blush mad red, redder than Jordan turned. Then next think I know, I hear a *SNAP*, I look up and JORDAN HAS HER PHONE FACING ME!!! DID SHE JUST TAKE A PICTURE?!?

"JORDAN WHITE DELETE THAT PICTURE RIGHT NOW!!!" I say standing up, not caring about my homework going on the ground. I needed her to delete it.

"NEVER!" Jordan says as she starts running and laughing, then I see her and CALUM!?! Just my luck!

"Oh hey Calum, I got something to show you!"

"OH NO, YOU DON'T!" I start to run faster as I try to catch up to Jordan.

"CALUM HELP!" I hear Jordan say and as I'm about to run past him to get Jordan, he then catches me by wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Hey there," Calum says while smile, I couldn't help but to giggle like an idiot.

"Hi," I say while blushing

I then, notice Jordan coming out of the kitchen, "Calum, check your phone," She then starts laughing like crazy and I start feel embarrassed

"Jordan!" I tighten my fists together, I try to tackle her, but Calum then checks his phone and keeps a tight grip around me, so I don't go anywhere then I mouth to Jordan, 'I'm going to kill you.'

I then hear Calum say to me, "Awww Hazel, Why were you blushing?!?"

"Because of this asshole,"

"Suck my dick," Jordan says while laughing.

"Um, no." I start to smile at her because I cannot stay mad at her.

"What made you blush that hard?" Calum asks, while still holding me, Jordan, then laughs and I shoot my head towards her and points at her
"Do not say ANYTHING!"

"Common guys, tell me"

I started to widen my eyes at Jordan and she starts telling him, "Ok, Ok It was something about her crush." Jordan then bursts out laughing, leaving me scarlet red.

"Oh, who's your crush?"

I felt my phone vibrate, that meant for me to leave, so I found a way to leave his grip around me, "It's for me to know, and you to find out," then I face him, and I kiss his cheek, winked at him, and walked upstairs.

As I made it to Jordan's room, I started to look in her mirror, and I was blushing like crazy. I started to gather my things and look at my text from my mom, saying for me to come home so she can talk to me. I texted her back saying, 'Ok,' and as I was about to leave, Jordan came into her room and I started giggling.

"You did not just do that!" Jordan says as she starts laughing

"Yeah, I did, I really like him but you know, I'm not ready for a relationship yet. Plus, he never even asked me. I'm just waiting and I'm focusing on my work more. I need to go into college when we graduate this year."

Jordan nods her head, and I hug her tight, "I love you, I'll see you tomorrow." I grab my keys and I see Calum standing downstairs, and I then walk towards him, hugs him, and tells him I'll see him tomorrow.

I leave Jordan's house and pull into the driveway of my house, I walk into the door and smell dinner from the kitchen, I grabbed a plate of breaded chicken, scallops, and green beans, then as I was finished eating, I seen my mom walk into the kitchen, dressed and ready for work.

"Hello, honey," She smiles at me and I roll my eyes. "Mother," I say in a cold tone. I then watch her sit herself across from me and she sighs, "I don't want you to visit your father anymore." My eyes widen and I stood up, "how are you going to tell me I cannot see my father! I'm 18, and it's been 11 years since I seen him!" She then was about to speak, then I cut her off, "No, I don't understand why you don't want to let me see my own father. You have not been there for me anyways." Tears were streaming down my face, so I took my bag, and ran upstairs to my room. I closed the door and started to cry in my pillow, until I was exhausted then would fall asleep.