Chap 63: Glue

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Denial.

The room had been engulfed in an eerie silence. No one said anything about the new information given on what had happened.

They had been left alone in the room after that. The doctor did explain a few more things but they felt nothing.

They soon realized even if they wanted to feel sad or mad for losing their last soulmate, there was nothing.

Maybe sympathy.

The hardest part was in their minds they are a seven-piece puzzle. They never were an eight-piece puzzle. Their hearts felt full. They never felt hollow for missing a piece. There was nothing that made them feel like there was something missing.

They felt happy.

"Ok we have to talk about this. We can't sit here in silence another day!" They looked to see where the voice came from.

"Yoongi, you want to talk about what happened? We can't remember them! We don't know what happened!"

"Of course we don't remember anything Seokjin! But You heard the doctor! When a bond breaks both side need to be damaged. It means we did something as well as them."

"I understand that! Wanna know what's the worst part? I can't help feel they a girl, our last soulmate! You know very well how I have felt over the past years! I want a family! I want to have kids of my own! I always knew life would give me a chance at that! And now it's fucking ruined!"

"You think you are are only one that wants to have kids!!! I'm the one who wants to have a big family not you!! I'm the one who always has dreamt with having at least five kids! You are just sour we are fucking men! You always have been!"

"Yes! I have! You all know I don't like men! And I still don't!"

"Hyung, does that mean you don't love us?" A soft voice made everyone stop the shouting.

They looked over at their baby, who wasn't a baby anymore. He had grown into a fine man.

"Kookie of course I love you! You don't think I would have given myself to this relationship if I didn't?" Seokjin got out is bed and wobbled his way to the maknae's bed. There he got under the covers with his baby and cuddle with him.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound so harsh. I just have a feeling it as a girl and I keep thinking of how we all could have been fathers and how big and beautiful our family could have been. I'm sorry." Seokjin looked at the others while he brought Jungkook to closer into his arms. He pressed a kiss to his hair and ran his fingers through it.

"I have a feeling it was a girl too."

Hoseok?

"Me too."

"Ok so Seokjin-hyung, Yoongi-hyung and Hobi-hyung have a feeling it's a girl." Namjoon said this more to himself than the rest but everyone heard him.

"How?"

"I don't know. But thinking about them as a girl feels right." Hoseok answered.

Jimin decided to address what everyone was thinking.

"Should we try to talk to her? I know our bonds with her broke but we can give it a try? Bond or not, we are still compatible. I know even if I wasn't bonded to you I would still have doubted my sexuality."

Everyone giggled at his cute confession.

"It would have been fun to watch hyung struggle with liking us but be a man about it." Everyone kept on laughing while Seokjin glared at Yoongi, who just laughed even more.

"But do any of you feel anything? It's like whatever happened, all the good and the bad we experienced is gone. I don't feel bad for the bond breaking."

"Tae-tae, remember what the doctor said. That's the whole point of the coma we just had. It was to erase everything." Jimin's voice was so soft. He decided to get off his bed and make his way into his soulmate's bed, how Army like to call the pair.

"She's probably feeling the same way we are." Hoseok said as he moved over to Yoongi's bed, made him get out, which was struggle with the old men, then both squeezed in Namjoon's bed.

"What's today's date?" Seokjin almost didn't head his baby talk agains his chest.

"It is officially the second day of June."

Jungkook decided to step away from his soulmate's comfortable chest to speak.

"That means we should have been in Chicago for the shows."

"Koo-ah, remember what the manager said. The U.S. part of the tour is canceled. They haven't shared with Army exactly what happened. That's up to us." Seokjin gave his baby a light kiss on the lips.

"I think we need to really think about our next step. Let's talk about this and decide what to do." Seokjin saw how everyone straightened themselves on the beds, ready for a conversation.

"Don't you think it's weird. In my mind, we have always been a seven-piece puzzle. It's not like I don't believe the doctor, but I feel at peace sitting with you all here. I feel complete."

"I feel the same Minie." Taehyung leaned over and kissed his soulmate's right cheek.

A bunch of 'me too' echoed in the room.

Everyone was feeling the same. They felt happy. They felt the love they had for each other.

"It feels pretty perfect right now."

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